Children of clergy -- Fiction; Christian fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
"Mrs. Percivale, do you accept this as a correct representation of your
difference?"
"Well," I answered, hesitating--"yes, on the whole. All I object to is the
word _dignity_."
"I retract it," cried Roger, "and accept any substitute you prefer."
"Let it stand," I returned. "It will do as well as a better. I only wish to
say that it was not exactly my dignity"--
"No, no; your sense of propriety," said my husband; and then sat silent for
a minute or two, pondering like a judge. At length he spoke:--
"Wife," he said, "you might have gone with your brother, I think; but I
quite understand your disinclination. At the same time, a more generous
judgment of Miss Clare might have prevented any difference of feeling in
the matter."
"But," I said, greatly inclined to cry, "I only postponed my judgment
concerning her."
And I only postponed my crying, for I was very much ashamed of myself.
CHAPTER XVII.
MISS CLARE.
Of course my husband and I talked a good deal more about what I ought to
have done; and I saw clearly enough that I ought to have run any risk there
might be in accepting her invitation. I had been foolishly taking more care
of myself than was necessary. I told him I would write to Roger, and ask
him when he could take me there again.
"I will tell you a better plan," he said. "I will go with you myself. And
that will get rid of half the awkwardness there would be if you went with
Roger, after having with him refused to go in."
"But would that be fair to Roger? She would think I didn't like going with
him, and I would go with Roger anywhere. It was I who did not want to go.
He did."
"My plan, however, will pave the way for a full explanation--or confession
rather, I suppose it will turn out to be. I know you are burning to make
it, with your mania for confessing your faults."
I knew he did not like me the worse for that _mania_, though.
"The next time," he added, "you can go with Roger, always supposing you
should feel inclined to continue the acquaintance, and then you will be
able to set him right in her eyes."
The plan seemed unobjectionable. But just then Percivale was very busy; and
I being almost as much occupied with my baby as he was with his, day after
day and week after week passed, during which our duty to Miss Clare was, I
will not say either forgotten or neglected, but unfulfilled.
One afternoon I was surprised by a visit from my father. He not
unfrequently surprised us.
"Why didn't you let us know, papa?" I said. "A surprise is very nice; but
an expectation is much nicer, and lasts so much longer."
"I might have disappointed you."
"Even if you had, I should have already enjoyed the expectation. That would
be safe."
"There's a good deal to be said in excuse of surprises," he rejoined; "but
in the present case, I have a special one to offer. I was taken with a
sudden desire to see you. It was very foolish no doubt, and you are quite
right in wishing I weren't here, only going to come to-morrow."
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