Diary fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
“No, I can’t do that--I am not engaged to you, and cannot be until your
family consent, and are nice to me,” I said.
“Darling,” he faltered, and his voice trembled with emotion, “darling,
love is between you and me, it is our lives--however that can go, the
ways of my family, nothing shall ever separate you from me, or me from
you, I swear it. Write to Christopher.”
I sat down at a table in the hall and wrote,
“DEAR MR. CARRUTHERS,--I am sorry I was out,” then I bit the end of my
pen. “Don’t come and see me this evening. I will tell you why in a day
or two.
“Yours sincerely,
“EVANGELINE TRAVERS.”
“Will that do?” I said, and I handed it to Robert, while I addressed
the envelope.
“Yes,” he said, and waited while I sealed it up, and gave it to the
porter. Then, with a surreptitious squeeze of the hand, he left me to
go to Lady Merrenden.
I have come up to my little sitting-room a changed being. The whole
world revolves for me upon another axis, and all within the space of
three short hours.
CLARIDGE’S,
_Sunday night, Nov. 27th._
LATE this evening, about eight o’clock, when I had re-locked my
journal, I got a note from Robert. I was just going to begin my dinner.
I tore it open, inside was another, I did not wait to look from whom, I
was too eager to read his. I paste it in.
“CARLTON HOUSE TERRACE.
“MY DARLING,--I have had a long talk with Aunt Sophia, and she is
everything that is sweet and kind, but she fears Torquilstone will be
a little difficult (_I don’t care, nothing_ shall separate us now).
She asks me not to go and see you again to-night, as she thinks it
would be better for you that I should not go to the Hotel so late.
Darling, read her note, and you will she how nice she is. I shall come
round to-morrow, the moment the beastly stables are finished, about
12 o’clock. Oh! take care of yourself! What a difference to-night
and last night! I was feeling horribly miserable and reckless--and
to-night! Well, you can guess! I am not half good enough for you,
darling, beautiful Queen--but I think I shall know how to make you
happy. I love you!
“Good night my own,
“ROBERT.”
“Do please send me a tiny line by my servant--I have told him to wait.”
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