Diary fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
“I think you probably might have been a little wicked if you had
married a man like Mr. Carruthers,” she said, smiling; “but with Robert
I am sure you will be good. He will never leave you a moment, and he
will love you so much you won’t have time for anything else.”
“Oh! that is what I shall like--being loved,” I said.
“I think all women like that,” she sighed. “We could all of us be good
if the person we love went on being demonstrative. It is the cold
matter-of-fact devotion that kills love, and makes one want to look
elsewhere to find it again.”
Then we talked of possibilities about the Duke. I told her I knew
his _toquade_, and she, of course, was fully acquainted with mamma’s
history.
“I must tell you, dear, I fear he will be difficult,” she said. “He
is a strangely prejudiced person, and obstinate to a degree, and he
worships Robert, as we all do.”
I would not ask her if the Duke had taken a dislike to me, because I
_knew_ he had.
“I asked you to meet him on Saturday on purpose,” she continued. “I
felt sure your charm would impress him, as it had done me, and as it
did my husband--but I wonder now if it would have been better to wait.
He said, after you were gone, that you were much too beautiful for the
peace of any family, and he pitied Mr. Carruthers if he married you!
I don’t mean to hurt you, child. I am only telling you everything, so
that we may consult how best to act.”
“Yes, I know,” I said, and I squeezed her hand again; she does not put
out claws like Lady Ver.
“How did he know anything about Mr. Carruthers?” I asked, “or me--or
anything?”
She looked ashamed.
“One can never tell how he hears things. He was intensely interested to
meet you, and seemed to be acquainted with more of the affair than I
am. I almost fear he must obtain his information from the servants.”
“Oh, does not that show the housemaid in him! Poor fellow!” I said,
“He can’t help it, then, any more than I could help crying yesterday
before Robert in the Park. Of course we would neither of us have done
these things if it were not for the _tache_ in our backgrounds, only,
fortunately for me, mine wasn’t a housemaid, and was one generation
further back, so I would not be likely to have any of those tricks.”
She leant back in her chair and laughed. “You quaint, quaint child,
Evangeline,” she said.
Just then it was twelve o’clock and Robert came in.
Oh! talk of hearts beating. If mine is going to go on jumping like this
every time Robert enters a room, I shall get a disease in it in less
than a year.
He looked too intensely attractive; he was not in London clothes, just
serge things and a Guard’s tie, and his face was beaming, and his eyes
shining like blue stars.
We behaved nicely; he only kissed my hand, and Lady Merrenden looked
away at the clock even for that! She has tact!
“Isn’t my Evangeline a darling, Aunt Sophia? he said. “And don’t you
love her red hair?”
“It is beautiful,” said Lady Merrenden.
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