Diary fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
“Please don’t get up,” I said, “if I may sit down opposite you.”
“Excuse my want of politeness,” he replied, pointing to a chair, “but
my back is causing me great pain to-day.”
He looked such a poor miserable, soured, unhappy creature, I could not
help being touched.
“Oh, I am so sorry!” I said. “If I had known you were ill, I would not
have troubled you now.”
“Justice had better not wait,” he answered, with a whimsical, cynical,
sour smile. “State your case.”
Then he suddenly turned on an electric lamp near me, which made a blaze
of light in my face. I did not jump. I am glad to say I have pretty
good nerves.
“My case is this: to begin with, I love your brother better than
anything else in the world----”
“Possibly: a number of women have done so,” he interrupted. “Well?”
“And he loves me,” I continued, not noticing the interruption.
“Agreed. It is a situation that happens every day among young fools.
You have known one another about a month, I believe?”
“Under four weeks,” I corrected.
He laughed bitterly.
“It cannot be of such vital importance to you then in that short time!”
“It is of vital importance to me, and you know your brother’s
character; you will be able to judge as well as I if, or not, it is a
matter of vital importance to him.”
He frowned. “Well, your case.”
“First, to demand on what grounds you condemned me as a ‘devilish
beauty?’ and why you assume that I should not be faithful to Robert for
a year?”
“I am rather a good judge of character,” he said.
“You cannot be--or you would see that whatever accident makes me have
this objectionable outside, the me that lives within is an honest
person who never breaks her word.”
“I can only see red hair and green eyes, and a general look of the
devil.”
“Would you wish people always to judge by appearances then?” I
said. “Because, if so, I see before me a prejudiced, narrow-minded,
cruel-tempered, cynical man, jealous of youth’s joys. But _I_ would not
be so unjust as to stamp you with these qualities because of that!”
He looked straight at me, startled. “I may be all those things,” he
said. “You are probably right!”
“Then, oh, please don’t be!” I went on quickly. “I want you to be kind
to us. We, oh, we do, do so wish to be happy, and we are both so young,
and life will be so utterly blank and worthless for all these years to
the end if you part us now.”
“I did not say I would part you,” he said, coldly. “I merely said I
refused to give Robert any allowance, and I shall leave everything in
my power away from the title. If you like to get married on those terms
you are welcome to.”
Then I told him I loved Robert far too much to like the thought of
spoiling his future.
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