England -- Fiction; Interpersonal relations -- Fiction
Then Miss Strickland rang the bell. She felt more natural after this
little fling at her old enemy, and she had succeeded in hiding from
herself why she had given way to Elsie, who should most certainly have
been returned to Miss Saunders.
CHAPTER III
Even a very dull person may achieve his aim if he has only one aim, and
devotes his entire attention to it.
Elsie’s aim in life was to please Miss Strickland. She thought of
nothing else by day, and she dreamed of nothing else by night.
All the other teachers, and the objects of their efforts, slipped past
her. She saw them vaguely as trees walking, and bumped into them from
time to time with some severity. She was considered the dunce of the
school.
The cream of her concentration was her work for the piano. She practised
as the devotee prays. She did not think any more of the actual process
than the devotee thinks of his prayers. It is the Deity which is the
object of the devotee, and it was Miss Strickland who stood for Elsie
beyond the five-finger exercises and chromatic scales; even as the
vision of Beatrice leaned towards Dante out of Paradise.
Miss Strickland was amazed at the child’s progress; she was the more
amazed because she had seen from the first with an instinct practically
unerring, that she was not dealing with talent. She still believed that
it was not talent. It was something that baffled Miss Strickland—an
ardour of obedience, a stake-like adherence to her least words, which
produced odd blunders, and sudden advances, and finally a higher level
of achievement than that of any pupil in the school.
For two years the intercourse between Miss Strickland and Elsie was
limited to forty minutes a week in the music room.
Elsie accepted Miss Strickland’s temper as the earth accepts the
ministrations of climate. Sun and shower, heat and cold were part, no
doubt, of a divine plan, and so were the sharpness and the comparative
mildness of Miss Strickland’s nerves.
Of course Elsie liked them to be mild, but when they were sharp they
seemed to her like the magnetic lightnings of the Universe.
Miss Strickland had never had a pupil whom she could hurt more. She was
often unscrupulous in the use of her power, but the absoluteness of it
in Elsie’s case stayed her hand.
Elsie had no defence against her, and she would have used none if she
had had it.
One day Miss Strickland announced,
“There is to be a concert at the end of the term, Elsie. You have
improved so much lately that I have told Miss Bretherton that you will
play at it.”
Elsie squirmed. “Oh, if you please, Miss Strickland, I can’t!” she
stammered. “I couldn’t—not before people—I’m too—I’m too afraid!”
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