Brothers -- Fiction; Peasants -- Russia -- Fiction; Russia -- Fiction; Russia -- History -- Revolution, 1905-1907 -- Fiction
Rain fell now and then in the countryside, but in town, day after day
from May until August, an infernal drought held uninterrupted sway.
The lodging-house, a corner building, baked in the sun. At night one’s
blood hammered in one’s head from the stifling heat, and every noise
which came through the open windows wakened one with a start. It was
impossible to sleep in the hayloft because of the fleas, the crowing of
the young cocks, and the odour of the manure-yard. Moreover, smoking
was prohibited there: the landlord was fat, weak, and nervous as an old
woman. All summer long Kuzma never abandoned the hope of getting to
Voronezh. Akh, how little he had prized the days of his youth! If now
he might only saunter between trains through the streets of Voronezh,
gaze at the familiar poplar trees, at the tiny blue house outside the
town--! But what was the use? Should he spend ten or fifteen rubles,
and then have to deny himself a candle or a roll of white bread? More
than that, it was shameful for an old man to surrender himself to
memories of love. And how about Klasha? Was she really his daughter?
He had seen her a couple of years ago: she was sitting at the window,
weaving lace; she had a charming, modest face, but resembled only her
mother. What could he say to her, even if he should make up his mind to
go? How could he look old Ivan Semyonitch in the face?
Time flowed on in intolerable boredom. There were not even any visitors
at the inn. During the whole of July the only person who put up there
was a youthful deacon, rather a queer fellow, after the pattern of
seminary queer sticks. A relative of his came to see him, but the visit
ended in nothing: the deacon was absent in the bazaar, and his name,
Krasnobaeff, was written up on the board after the Latin fashion:
Benedictoff.
As autumn drew near, Kuzma persuaded himself that it was indispensable
for him to make a pilgrimage to the holy places, to some monastery,
or--to give up the struggle for good and all and take to drinking
again in order to spite some one or other. One day, having unlocked
his chest, he found Tolstoy’s “Confession,” opened it, and read
the pencilled inscription which he had written while in a state of
intoxication, during his services with Kasatkin: “It is impossible to
wean all men from vodka.” A couple of months earlier he would merely
have contracted his brows in a frown--what a stupid inscription!--but
now he grinned and said to himself: “Why not consign everything to the
devil’s mother, burn everything to the last thread, and draw a razor
across my throat?”
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