Brothers -- Fiction; Peasants -- Russia -- Fiction; Russia -- Fiction; Russia -- History -- Revolution, 1905-1907 -- Fiction
He had passed the summer waiting for a place. That night, in the
orchard at Kazakovo, it became clear to him that his dreams of orchards
were foolish. On his return to the town, after carefully thinking
over his situation he began to hunt for a position as a shop or
counting-house clerk; then he began to reconcile himself to anything
that offered, provided only that it furnished him a morsel of bread.
But his searches, efforts, and entreaties were vain. Despair seized
upon him. How was it he had failed to see that he had nothing to hope
for? In the town he had long borne the reputation of being a very
eccentric person. Drunkenness and lack of employment had converted him
into a laughing-stock. In the beginning his manner of life had amazed
the town; later on, it had come to seem suspicious. And, of a truth,
who had ever heard of such a thing as a petty burgher at his age living
in a lodging-house, being unmarried and poor as an organ-grinder? All
his property consisted of a chest and a ponderous old umbrella! Kuzma
began to look at himself in the mirror: really, now, what sort of man
was the one he beheld before him? He slept in the “common room,” among
strangers, chance people who came and went; in the morning he crawled
in the heat about the bazaar and to the eating-houses, where he picked
up rumours concerning jobs; after dinner, he took a nap, then seated
himself at the window and read Kostomaroff’s History, gazed at the
dusty, glaring white street and at the sky, pale blue with sultriness.
For whom and for what was he living in the world--that petty burgher,
broad of bone though lean, and already grey-haired from hunger and
austere thinking; who called himself an anarchist and was not able
to explain intelligently what an anarchist is? He sat and read; he
sighed and paced to and fro in the room; he squatted down on his heels
and unlocked his small chest; he arranged in more orderly fashion his
tattered little books and manuscripts, two or three faded shirts, an
old long-skirted great-coat, a waistcoat, the much worn certificates
of his birth and his baptism. And he dropped his hands forlornly.
What meaning was there to all this? Such poverty, such loneliness!
And he shuddered at the thought of what lay ahead of him. Tikhon was
childless, and rich--but Tikhon wouldn’t give so much as a copper coin
to bury him....
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