So it fell out, and Hartley, quite to his satisfaction, escorted Mrs.
Stanbury to ’Meavy Cot.’
First he chattered about his own hopes and disappointments; then he
interested himself in his companion’s affairs.
"Yes, I must be gone. No good staying here in sight of that girl--only
makes me savage and good for nothing."
"A pity she won’t take you; but she’ll never take anybody. She’s cut
out for the single state," declared Constance.
"How can you say that? Was ever a finer woman seen in Sheepstor?"
"Womanhood’s a matter of heart, not body, my dear. To the eye she’s
female, to the mind she’s male--that, or neither one nor t’other. I
know all about her through my daughter. Not that I don’t wish with all
my heart you could have her, and take her long ways off. Not a word of
unkindness do I mean; but ’twould be better every way, and better for
Madge if she lived somewhere else."
"Yes--I understand that," he said. "David never can be everything to
Madge while he thinks such a deuce of a lot of Rhoda. They’re all good
friends, however."
"Good friends enough. But ’tisn’t the home it might be. You don’t see,
and strangers don’t see; but I see, because my mother’s eyes can’t be
blinded."
"I see too--I know very well what you mean."
"If you do, then say nought," she answered; "for ’tisn’t for you--nor me
neither--to stand between a man and his wife. D’you know what Madge
said to me last week? I grant she was down when she said it; but she’s
down too often now. She said, ’Life was sunshine with only a little
cloud three year agone; now it’s cloud with only a little sunshine,
mother.’ Not a very nice thing for me to hear. But it didn’t astonish
me. We’re an unlucky race, I must tell you. Whether luck comes through
the blood, or through some dark powers outside us, I don’t know yet;
’tis a very real thing, and some has it from the cradle and some never
gets a pinch of it. Stanburys don’t."
But Crocker was thinking of Margaret Bowden.
"I’m terrible sorry to hear you tell this about her. She keeps such a
stiff upper lip before the world and looks out with such cheerful eyes,
that I never guessed ’twas quite as bad. Yet now you say it, I mind the
signs."
"Keep out of it, however, and go away. You can’t do no good if Rhoda
won’t have you."
"Don’t be sure of that. I was a lot of use once. I might again."
Mrs. Stanbury was mildly surprised.
"Seeing David’s good sense and patience, I won’t say ’tis impossible to
do anything. But David be David, and even if he had the will to alter,
how can he do it, more’n the leopard his spots? There’s nothing you can
put your hand upon and say ’there’s the evil’; and yet ’tis clear
enough. They’ve drifted apart through having no family. ’Tis all said
in that word."
Mr. Crocker sighed and felt a moment of real sorrow.
"If she’d married me," he said, "’twould have saved us both a lot of
bother."
The other did not answer and they proceeded some distance silently.
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