She considered the brother and sister theory of Bartley’s friendship
with Margaret and resolved to cleave thereto with all her strength. She
reminded herself of what she felt for David; she was very fair; she
perceived that even as she and David thought and felt alike, with such
mysterious parity of instinct and judgment that they often laughed when
they simultaneously uttered the selfsame words, so Margaret and Bartley
Crocker were certainly built on a similar pattern. They too looked at
life through the same eyes; they too doubtless arrived at similar
conclusions. The side issue of this man’s regard for herself recurred
in the weft of Rhoda’s thought; but she drew it out. That relation was
beyond the present problem and did not influence her decision. She had
twice dismissed the man, and doubtless her second refusal would be taken
by him as final.
She came to a conclusion with herself and decided to do nothing but
watch. Such a task pained her to reflect upon; but there was none to
whom she could speak, for she had none to be regarded in any light of
close friendship but her brother. Her father, her mother, her elder
sister were of no account. Therefore she determined to wait and watch
as a duty to David. She hoped that a brief period of such work would
bring peace back to her mind; and she went about it with a rising gorge,
in doubt whether to be ashamed of herself or not.
But it happened, only two days later, that opportunity to modify this
plan offered and David himself gave it to her. Thankfully she took it,
and after a conversation to which he opened the way, Rhoda felt a
happier woman than she had felt for many weeks.
He was mending some garden tools in his outhouse at dark and called for
another candle. She carried it to him and stopped with him while he
worked. The man was in a very good temper and happened to wax
enthusiastic over his life and his wife.
"’Tis borne in upon me more and more, Rhoda, that I have better luck
than I deserve. Me--such a stand-off chap--yet I’m always treated civil
and respectful and taken as a serious and important sort of person.
Sometimes, looking back, I can hardly believe it all. But I suppose
’tis my gert power of holding to work does it."
"’Tis because you’m a straight man and never known to go from truth and
honesty by a hair," she said. "People see that your word’s your bond,
and that you set truth higher than gain. You deserve all you get or
ever will get--and more."
"Like you to say it; and well you know that my good is your good,
Rhoda."
Then he praised his wife. His admiration was genuine but mechanical.
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