For her sake he made time that night to go to Ditsworthy and speak with
David; and the following evening--at the hour in which he had promised
to visit ’Meavy Cot’ for a final farewell--he was aboard and watching
Devon fade swiftly along the edge of the sea. A shadow lay above the
grey, rolling ridges; and then that shadow sank out of his eyes for
ever.
But Bartley Crocker belonged to the order of lighter spirits who can
close the book of their past without a pang; and he did so now.
*CHAPTER XII*
*RHODA AND MARGARET*
When Rhoda returned from Ditsworthy, she stated briefly that a doctor
had seen Mr. Bowden and declared there was no immediate cause for
uneasiness. David, however, proposed to stop for the night and help his
mother.
The women supped silently--each angered with the other; and then
happened that which loosed the flood-gates of Rhoda’s passion and
precipitated a deed which, since the recent meeting in the wood, she had
strongly considered. She had changed her mind with regard to David; and
now, instead, it had come to her as a reasonable thing to attack
Margaret directly. But she hesitated to do so until the latter
unconsciously provoked her. Rhoda had not spoken to David of the
meeting with Madge and Bartley Crocker; but now David’s wife returned to
the subject and awoke anger in Rhoda, so that she lost self-control and
spilled out all the bitterness of her mind.
"Since your father’s not in danger, one has time for one’s own thoughts
again," said Madge, "and they are dark enough for the minute. You
looked terrible surprised in Dennycoombe wood a bit ago, and you was
terrible rude to me; but why for I don’t know. You puzzle me sometimes,
Rhoda. Can’t you even feel that ’tis sad the man who loved you so well
be going so far ways off?"
"The sooner the better."
"You’re heartless, I do believe."
"You make up for it, if I am."
"I suppose you’re shocked because I kissed him. Did you tell David? I
lay he didn’t pull a very long face about it. But what’s come over me?
To think of me talking in this loud, wild way! Forgive me, Rhoda. I
meant nothing. You can’t help being what you are, and feeling what you
feel, any more than I can. I’m not myself to-night. I shall miss him
cruel, and I don’t care who knows it."
The other kept silence. Her colour had gone and her breast was rising
and falling rapidly. Anger put a strain on her lungs and called for
air.
"Oh, Rhoda," cried Madge feebly, "why didn’t you take him? Nobody will
ever love you like that again; and nobody will ever understand you so
well as Bartley did. You were a fool--a fool not to take him. Now look
at it--your life all useless and nowhere to turn, unless you come to
Tavistock with us. Think better of it even now. Go to him to-morrow;
keep him here afore ’tis too late and he’s gone."
Then the other rose to her feet, and spoke slowly, and crushed the
slighter creature for ever.
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