They fell silent for a while. Eliot stood staring out across the
moon-flecked waters, and in the silver radiance which made the night almost
as light as day Cara could see the harsh lines which the years had graved
upon his, face, the grim closing of the lips, and the weariness that lay in
his eyes. Half timidly she laid her hand on his arm.
"I wish I could give you back your happiness," she said unevenly.
He turned and looked at her, and now there was neither pity nor compassion
in his gaze--only that hardness of granite with which she was all too
familiar.
"Unfortunately, that's out of your power," he said coldly. "You only had
power to wreck it."
He glanced down distastefully at the hand on his sleeve, and she withdrew
it hastily. But, with a sudden strength of purpose, born of her infinite
longing to repair the harm she had done, she persisted, daring his anger.
"There's Ann," she said simply.
She was surprised it hurt so little to put it into words--the fact that
he loved another woman. But, since the day she had first realised that
he cared for Ann, she had been schooling herself to a certain stoical
resignation. She recognised that she had forfeited her own claim to love
when she had married Dene Hilyard because he had more of this world's
goods than the man to whom she had given her heart, and she felt no actual
jealousy of Ann--only a wistful envy of the girl for whom the love of Eliot
Coventry might yet create the heaven on earth which she herself had thrown
away.
"There's Ann," she said.
For an instant Eliot's face seemed convulsed, twisted into a grim mask of
agony.
"Yes," he said hoarsely. "There's Ann. And because of you, I can't believe
in her."
It was like an accusation flung straight in her face. She shrank back as
though he had struck her. So he cared for Ann--like that.... And because of
what she had done, because of her sin of ten years ago, he would not trust
her--would not trust any woman.
"You make my 'account rendered' a very heavy one," she said unsteadily.
Then, on a note of increasing urgency: "Don't judge Ann--by me, Eliot.
She's different ... the kind of woman God meant women to be. If you care
for her, you won't make her pay--for what I did."
His expression altered slightly. A new look came into his eyes--of
uncertainty, as though he were regarding things from some fresh angle. But
he made no answer, and before Cara could speak again Robin's cheerful voice
broke in upon them.
"We've just finished our rubber," he called, as he came towards them. "Will
you folks come and take a hand?"
Then, as neither of them made any immediate response, he paused uncertainly
and glanced in, an embarrassed way from one to the other, vaguely conscious
that his appearance on the scene had been inopportune. Womanlike, Cara was
the first to recover her self-possession.
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