"Oh, I did"--fervently. "And then there was the day of the Fêtes des
Narcisses, when I hit you with a rosebud by mistake. You glared at me as
if I'd committed one of the seven deadly sins."
"So you had--if occupying the thoughts of a 'confirmed misogynist' who had
forsworn women and all their ways counts as one of them!"
A silence fell between them. The lightly uttered speech suddenly recalled
the past, and each was vividly conscious of the bitter root from which it
sprang. The man's face darkened as though he would push aside the memory.
"But that's past," said Ann at last, very softly.
He turned to her curiously.
"So you know, then?"
She flushed.
"Yes, I know--I heard. People talk. But I've not been gossiping,
Eliot--truly."
A brief smile crossed his face.
"You--gossiping! That's good. But I might have guessed you would hear all
about it. Even one's own particular rack and thumbscrew aren't private
property nowadays"--bitterly. "I wonder how much you know. What have you
heard?"
"Oh, very little--" she began confusedly, her heart aching for the
bitterness which still lingered in his voice.
"Tell me," he insisted authoritatively. "I'd rather you knew the truth than
some garbled version of it."
Very reluctantly Ann repeated what she had learned from Mrs. Hilyard--the
bare facts of that unhappy episode in his life which had turned him into a
soured, embittered man.
"Anything more? Do you know who the woman was--her name?"
"No. Only that she was very young"--pitifully.
"I believe," he said, cupping her face in his hand and turning it up to
his, "I believe you are actually _sorry_ for her?"
"Yes, I am. I'm sorry for any one who makes a dreadful mistake and loses
their whole happiness through it," she answered heartily.
"I'm afraid I don't take such a broad-minded view of things," he returned
grimly. "I haven't a forgiving disposition, and I believe in people getting
what they deserve. You'd better remember that"--smiling briefly--"if ever
you feel tempted to try how far you can go."
"Do you know, I think you're going to prove rather an autocratic lover,
Eliot?" she said, laughing gently.
"All good lovers are," he answered, drawing her into his arms once more
with a sudden, swift jealousy. "Don't you know that? It's the very essence
of love--possession, A man asks everything of the woman he loves--past,
present, and future. He will he satisfied with nothing less."
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