Her eyes were fastened on his face, searching it wildly. A quick and
terrible fear clamoured at her heart. Was there something in the past,
something of which she had no knowledge, that could arise--_now_--to
separate them from each other? That long-ago episode which had wrecked his
youth--had the woman who had figured in it some material hold upon him?
Could she--was it possible she could still come between them in some way?
Ann had heard of such things. It seemed to her as though, betwixt herself
and Eliot, there hovered a dim, formless shadow, vague and nebulous--a
shadow which had crept silently out from some memory-haunted corner of the
past.
"Not bad news--for us?" she repeated quiveringly.
"That depends upon how you choose to regard it," he replied. "Ann"--the
ice broke up and he came to the point with a suddenness that was almost
brutal--"why haven't you been straight with me?"
"Straight with you?" she repeated wonderingly. "But I have been straight
with you."
"What a woman would call straight, I suppose!" he flung back. "Which means
concealing everything that you think won't be found out."
The indignant colour rushed up into her face, then receded, leaving it
deadly pale.
"But I have nothing to conceal," she answered. "Eliot--I don't
understand--"
"Don't you?" lie said, and the measureless contempt in his voice stung like
the lash of a whip. "Think back a bit! Is there nothing you've kept from
me which I ought to have known--nothing which makes the love you professed
only last night no more than a sham?"
For a moment Ann gazed at him in speechless silence. Then a low, passionate
denial left her lips.
"Nothing!" she said.
Eliot took two strides towards her, and, gripping her by the shoulders,
dragged her closer to the window so that the remorseless sunlight poured
down on to her face.
"Repeat that!" he commanded savagely. "Will you dare to repeat that--that
unutterable lie?"
His eyes, blazing with a terrible anger that seemed, to scorch her like
a flame, searched her face with a scrutiny so pitiless, so implacably
incredulous, that it was almost unbearable. But she endured it, and her
clear golden eyes met his unflinchingly.
"It was the truth!" she said. Her voice sounded to herself as though it
came from a great distance away. It had an odd, tinny sound like cracked
metal.
He released her suddenly, almost flinging her from him, and she staggered
a little, catching at the back of a chair to steady herself. His roughness
roused her spirit.
"Eliot! Are you mad?" she exclaimed.
He stared at her, that burning ferocity of almost uncontrollable anger
which had possessed him dying slowly out of his face.
"Mad?" he said grimly. "No, I'm not mad--now. I was mad yesterday--when I
believed in you."
The stark agony in his voice smote her to the heart.
"Eliot"--she moved towards him, her hands held out appealingly--"what have
I done? Won't you tell me? I don't understand."
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