The fire had burnt down and she stirred it into a blaze before she settled
herself in a low chair beside it. She was genuinely glad to be alone for
a few minutes--glad of the peaceful quiet of the comfortable room with
its silent, book-lined walls and padded easy chairs. She had lost the
real spirit of enjoyment. Her old-time zest for dancing seemed to have
deserted her entirely, and the daily necessity of playing up in public, of
pretending to the world at large that all was well with her, was becoming
an increasing strain.
In addition to this, she was conscious to-night of a vague sense of regret.
In another few weeks the term of Robin's six months' notice would have
expired and they would both be going away from Silverquay. He had heard of
several suitable posts, but so far he had not definitely accepted any one
of them. Probably within the next fortnight his decision would be made, and
Ann realised that leaving Silverquay would be somewhat of a wrench. She had
known both great happiness and great grief there, and a full measure of
those unreckoned hours of everyday fun and laughter and enjoyment which we
are all prone to accept so easily and without any very great gratitude,
only realising for how much they counted when they are suddenly taken
from us. But now, as the inevitable day of departure drew nearer, Ann
found herself face to face with the fact that, although she might leave
Silverquay itself behind, memories both sweet and bitter would forever hold
out their hands to her from the little sea-girt village. Sometimes she
would not be able to evade them. However fast she might hurry through life,
they would reach out and touch her, and she would feel those straining
hands against her heart.
And then, across her bitter-sweet musings, came the creak of the door as
some one pushed it quietly open, and entered the room.
"Ann!"
At the sound of that voice she felt as though every drop of blood in her
body had rushed to her heart and were throbbing there in one great
hammering pulse. Her hands gripped the arm of her chair convulsively, and
slowly and fearfully she turned her head in the direction whence came the
voice. Coventry was standing on the threshold of the room. A strangled cry
broke from her, and she sat staring at him with wild, incredulous eyes.
For a moment the room seemed to fill with a grey, swirling mist, blurring
the outlines of the furniture and the figure of the man who stood there
silently in the doorway. Then the mist cleared away, and she could see his
eyes bent on her with an expression of such stark bitterness and despair
and longing that it hurt her to look at him. Was this her lover--who had
left her in such fierce scorn and anger only a few short months ago? This
man whose face was worn and ravaged with an intensity of suffering such
as she had not dreamed possible! If she had grown thin in paying for that
bitter parting, then he must have paid a hundredfold to be so terribly
marred and altered.
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