"I say it because it's true," she returned, her voice quivering. "Thank God
you haven't committed forgery! And thank God I was in time to stop your
taking this cowardly--utterly cowardly--way out of things. You've got
into a mess, and you wanted to get out of it--the easiest way. Did you
ever stop to think of us--afterwards? Of your uncle, and me, or of Doreen
Neville--all of us who cared for you? Oh! I wouldn't have believed it of
you, Tony!"
"You don't know how bad things are," he said desperately. "You've _got_ to
be hurt--you, and uncle, and--and Doreen." His voice broke, then steadied
again. "I've got myself in such a mess that a bullet was the best way
out--for everybody."
"I don't believe it," answered Ann, with stubborn courage. "There's some
other way. There always is--only we've got to look for it--find it."
Suddenly her heart overflowed in pity for this white-faced, haggard boy who
must have suffered so bitterly, must have gone down into the veriest depths
of despair, before he had been driven to seek that short and terrible way
out of life. She held out her hands to him. "Tony, let me help! Let's look
for a way out together. I'm your pal. I've always been your pal. Why did
you bear all this alone instead of letting me share?"
At the touch of her strong, kind little hands he broke down for a moment.
Turning aside, he leaned his arms on the chimneypiece and hid his face. A
hard, stifled sob tore its way through his throat and his shoulders shook.
Ann remained silent, giving him time in which to recover his self-command.
Her heart was full almost to breaking-point with that eager, mothering
tenderness which a woman instinctively feels for a man in trouble. She is
the eternal mother, then--he the eternal child.
When at last Tony lifted his head from his arms he was very pale, but his
eyes held a look of resolution.
"I'll tell you," he said jerkily.
Bit by bit the painful story came out--the same familiar story, only
infinitely aggravated, of high play, losses, then still higher play
in a desperate hope of recovery, and finally, the confession of heavy
borrowings, of notes of hand given and accepted--and now falling due.
"That's the devil of it--the time's up and they're due for payment," wound
up Tony hoarsely. "Payment! And I haven't twenty pounds in the world."
As Ann listened to the stumbling recital, her face paled and grew very
grave. This was worse--far worse than she had anticipated.
"How much, do you owe--altogether, Tony?" she asked at last, when he had
finished speaking.
"Twelve hundred."
"Twelve hundred pounds!" The largeness of the amount left her momentarily
aghast, and the vague idea she had been harbouring that Robin and she might
scrape up a hundred or two between them and so put matters straight
crumbled to atoms.
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