Otherwise, the platform was deserted. The train was not yet signalled, and
neither stationmaster nor porter had emerged into view. Without absolute
discourtesy it was impossible for Eliot to avoid speaking to her, and Ann's
heart quickened its beat a little as, after one swift, almost perturbed
glance, he approached her. He looked rather tired, and there was a
restless, thwarted expression in his eyes. So might look the eyes of a man
who habitually denied himself the freedom to act as his inclinations
demanded, and Ann was conscious of a sudden impulse of compassion that
overcame the feeling of hurt pride which his recent attitude towards her
had inspired. She responded to his greeting with a small, friendly smile,
leavened with just a spice of mischief.
"So you're not going to cut me altogether, then?"
"Cut you? Why should I?" he said quickly.
She shook her head.
"I don't know why. But you've been doing the next thing to it lately,
haven't you?"
Then, as he stared moodily down, at her without answering, she continued
with the quaint, courageous candour which was a part of her:
"Will you tell me quite honestly, Mr. Coventry--would you rather that Robin
hadn't a sister living with him at the Cottage? Because, if so, I can
easily go away again. I shouldn't have any difficulty in finding a job, and
Maria Coombe is quite capable of looking after Robin!"
While she was speaking a startled look of dismay overspread his face.
"Good heavens!" he exclaimed in an aghast voice. "Have I been as rude as
all that?"
"Not rude, exactly. Only when first I came you seemed quite pleased that I
should be at the Cottage. But now--lately--" She broke off lamely. It was
difficult to put the thing into words. There was nothing, actually, that he
had done or left undone. It was a matter of atmosphere--an atmosphere of
chilly indifference of which she was acutely conscious in his presence and
which made her feel unwelcome.
But he refused to help her out. His eyes were bent on her face, and it
seemed almost as though there were a certain eagerness behind their intent
gaze.
"Yes," he repeated. "And now--lately?"
"You've been--unfriendly," she answered simply.
The eagerness died out of his eyes, replaced by the old brooding
unhappiness which Ann had read in them the day she had first seen him at
the Montricheux Kursaal.
"Friendship and I have very little to say to each other." He spoke with a
quiet bitterness that was the growth of years. "Friendship implies trust."
A bell clanged somewhere, but the signal arm fell unheeded by the man and
woman whose conversation had so suddenly become charged with a strange new
kind of intimacy.
"Then you don't trust me?" There was a hurt note in Ann's voice. She was
not used to being distrusted.
Coventry smiled ironically, as though at some secret jest of which the edge
was turned against himself.
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