"I'm young," said Ann grimly, "but I hope I wouldn't be as mean as that."
"You?" Cara's eyes rested with a wistful kind of tenderness on the flushed
face against the pillows. "But, my dear, there's a world of difference
between you and the girl Eliot Coventry was in love with."
She got up and, moving across to the window, stood looking out. Below, the
pleasant, happy-go-lucky garden rambled desultorily away to the corner
where stood the ancient oak supporting Ann's hammock--a garden of odd,
unexpected nooks and lawns, with borders of old English flowers, without
definite form and looking as if it had grown of its own sweet will into its
present comeliness. But the garden conjured up before Cara's mental vision
was a very different one--a stately, formal garden entered through an arch
of jessamine, with a fountain playing in its centre, tinkling coolly into a
marble basin, and a high-backed, carved stone bench set beneath the shade
of scented trees. Above all pulsated the deep, sapphire blue of an Italian
sky.
The pictured garden faded and Cara turned slowly back into the room. Her
eyes looked sad.
"Poor Eliot!" she said. "It's all ancient history now. But one wishes it
was possible to give him back his happiness."
When she had gone, Ann lay thinking over the story she had just heard.
So it was all true, then--the tale that Eliot had been jilted years ago!
It threw a vivid flash of illumination on the many complexities she had
come up against in his character. The two women who should mean most in a
man's life had both failed him. He bore on his body a scar which surely he
must never see reflected in the mirror without recalling the travesty of
motherhood that was all he had ever known. And scored into his soul, hidden
beneath a bitter reticence and unforgiving cynicism, lay the still deeper
scar of that hurt which the woman who was to have been his wife had dealt
him.
Ann's annoyance with him because he hadn't troubled to call personally to
ascertain how she was melted away in a rush of pitying comprehension. She
was conscious of an intense anger against that unknown woman who had so
marred his life. She hoped she was being made to pay for it, suffer for it
in some way!
And then, all at once, came the realisation that if she had remained
faithful, Eliot would probably have been married years ago ... she herself
would never have met him.... A burning flush mounted to her very temples,
and she hid her face in her hands, trying to shut out the swift, unbidden
thought which had wakened within her a strange tumult of emotion. When at
last she uncovered her face, her eyes held the wondering, startled look of
a young fawn.
She was very young and whole-hearted, utterly innocent of that great
miracle which transforms the world, as yet unrecognising of the voice of
love--the Voice which, once heard, can never again be muted and forgotten.
And now something stirred within her--something new and disturbing and a
little frightening.
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