"When he comes," Helen went on, "he'll ask questions. He won't be
particular about the questions; but he'll be mighty particular about the
answers. You know what he'll ask, and you know what you'll be obliged to
answer. Do you want to get ready, or do you want him to fall on you in a
heap?"
Elijah could not conceal his agitation. He moistened his dry lips with
his tongue. As he had argued with himself, so he began to argue now; not
to Helen, but to the vision she had forced his eyes to see.
"I saved the company from loss. If Mellin had not been a friend of mine,
he never would have warned me that the Pacific was going to fail. I
saved the money for the company. I wanted the money, I needed it to
carry on my work. I didn't embezzle it, I gave the company my note. It
is secured at twice its value, by my entire holdings in the Las Cruces
company." Elijah's face was drawn; his eyes had an eager, hunted look.
Was this pitiful creature the man who had so moved her? Helen would have
given the world to have taken that look from his eyes; to have put in
its place the clear, inspired light that had at first so drawn her to
him; but she hardened her heart.
"Elijah, you're a hypocrite! You've got the instincts of a thief without
his courage. This stuff doesn't go with me. You took the company's
money. Make good or take the consequences."
Elijah sprang to his feet.
"My God, Helen! I won't listen to such things. You've no right to say
them."
Helen calmed herself with an effort.
"I was quoting Mr. Seymour. Would you rather wait and hear him
directly?"
Elijah made a pathetic gesture as he sank back in his chair.
"I didn't think you would turn on me like this, Helen."
Helen rose and placed her hand on Elijah's shoulder. He could not see
her face, and she no longer tried to keep her eyes from showing the
conflicting emotions that almost overpowered her.
"I haven't turned on you, Elijah. I'm not going to turn on you. I
believe in you yet. We've made a mistake. We must find a way out."
"You made a mistake?"
"Yes. When you paid Pico the fifty thousand, I felt quite sure that a
part of it must have come from the Las Cruces. I am as guilty as you
are."
Before she could prevent, Elijah had snatched her hand from his shoulder
and was pressing it to his lips. Helen wrenched her hand from his lips.
As if drawn by her resisting hand he rose to his feet, his burning eyes
resting on hers. In vain she tried to withdraw her hand from his fierce
clasp.
"Don't leave me, Helen, don't leave me!" With wide open arms he sprang
toward her.
With hardly a perceptible motion, she was beyond the reach of his
outstretched hands. She had no palliating knowledge of his inner
thoughts, no knowledge of the malevolent suggestions of Mrs. MacGregor,
no knowledge of the scene in Elijah's house, where the lamplight fell on
a tear-stained baby face, on blistered sheets with hopeless figures,
upon renunciation, as Elijah closed the door and deliberately put his
wife from him.
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