He could no longer lift the single-jack to the height of his
shoulder, much less strike a blow upon the rock. He leaned against
the bowlder and struck a few feeble blows with the head of the
longer of the two drills; but the steel bounced back futilely, and
the exertion tired him so that he was forced to desist after a few
minutes of heart-breaking effort.
He sat down with his back against the wall where the sunlight could
find him and give a little cheer to his prison, and fingered his
fourth candle longingly. He licked his cracked lips and lifted the
canteen, his emaciated fingers fumbling the screw-top thirstily. He
tried to reason sensibly with himself that only a cowardly
reluctance to meet death--which was the inevitable goal of life--held
him fighting there in that narrow dungeon, scheming to add a few
more tortured hours to his life.
He told himself angrily that he was merely holding up the action of
the story, and that the scene should be cut right there. In other
words, there was absolutely no hope of his ever getting out of
there, alive or dead. Steve Carson, he mumbled, had been lucky. He
had at least taken his exit quickly.
“But I ain’t licked yet,” he croaked, with a cracked laugh. “There’s
a lot of fight in me yet. Never had any use for a quitter. Steve
Carson wouldn’t have quit--only he got beaned with the first rock and
couldn’t fight. I’m not hurt--yet. Trained down pretty fine, is all.
When I’m a ghost, maybe I’ll come back and tell fat ladies with
Ouija boards in their laps how to reduce. Great scheme. I’ll do that
little thing. But I ain’t whipped yet--not until I’ve tried out my
jackknife on that damned rock. Have a drink, old son. And then get
to work! What the hell are you loafing for?”
He lifted the lightened canteen, his arms shaking with weakness, and
took another drink of water. Then, carefully screwing on the top of
the canteen, he set it down gently against the wall and reached
wearily into his pocket. The blade of his knife had never been so
hard to open; but he accomplished it and pulled himself laboriously
to his feet. Steadying himself with one hand against the malapi
bowlder that shut him in, he went to the opening--widened now so that
he could thrust forth his arm to the shoulder--and began carefully
chipping at a seam in the rock with the largest blade of his
jackknife.
He really did not expect to free himself by that means; nor by any
other. Since he began to weaken he had come to accept his fate with
such calmness as his pride in playing the game could muster. But he
could not sit idle and wait for death to creep upon him. Nor could
he hurry it, which he held to be a coward’s trick. He still believed
that the “Big Director” should be obeyed. It was too late now to ask
for another part in the picture. He had been cast for this rôle and
he would play it to the final scene.
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