His own arms encircled her, but he made no effort to claim her lips.
Lennox watched them quietly; in this moment of crisis not even
pretending to look away. Dan shook his head to her entreating eyes. "It
isn't just a kiss, darling," he told her soberly. "It goes deeper than
that. It's a symbol. It was your word, too, and mine; and words can't be
broken, things being as they are. Can't I make you understand?"
She nodded. His eyes burned. Perhaps she didn't understand, as far as
actual functioning of the brain was concerned. But she reached up to
him, as women--knowing life in the concrete rather than the
abstract--have always reached up to men; and she dimly caught the gleam
of some eternal principle and right behind his words. This strong man of
the mountains had given his word, had been witness to her own promise to
him and to herself, and a law that goes down to the roots of life
prevented him from claiming the kiss.
Many times, since the world was new, comfort--happiness--life itself
have been contingent on the breaking of a law. Yet in spite of what
seemed common sense, even though no punishment would forthcome if it
were broken, the law has been kept. It was this way now. It wouldn't
have been just a kiss such as boys and girls have always had in the
moonlight. It meant the symbolic renunciation of the debt that Dan owed
Cranston,--a debt that in his mind might possibly go unpaid, but which
no weight of circumstance could make him renounce.
His longing for her lips pulled at the roots of him. But by the laws of
his being he couldn't claim them until the debt incurred on the
hillside, months ago, had been paid; to take them now meant to dull the
fine edge of his resolve to carry the issue through to the end, to dim
the star that led him, to weaken him, by bending now, for the test to
come. He didn't know why. It had its font in the deep wells of the
spirit. Common sense can't reveal how the holy man keeps strong the
spirit by denying the flesh. It goes too deep for that. Dan kept to his
consecration.
He did, however, kiss her hands, and he kissed the tears out of her
eyes. Then he turned into the darkness and broke through the ring of the
wolves.
VII
Dan Failing was never more thankful for his unerring sense of direction.
He struck off at a forty-five-degree angle between their late course and
a direct road to the river, and he kept it as if by a surveyor's line.
All the old devices of the wilderness--the ridge on ridge that looked
just alike, inclines that to the casual eye looked like downward slopes,
streams that vanished beneath the snow, and the snow-mist blowing across
the face of the landmarks--could not avail against him.
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