But it was a losing fight. The rain-soaked wood smoked without flame,
the comparatively dry core with which Dan had started the fire had
burned down, and the green wood, hacked with such heart-breaking
difficulty from the saplings that Dan had cut, needed the most tireless
attention to burn at all.
When Dan had gone, these little trees were well within the circle of the
wolves. Unfortunately, the circle had drawn in past them. Nevertheless,
now that the last of the drier dead wood was consumed, she shouldered
her ax and walked straight toward the gray, crouching bodies in the
snow. For a tragic second she thought that the nearest of them was going
to stand its ground. But almost when she was in striking range, and its
body was sinking to the snow in preparation for a leap, it skulked back
into the shadow. Exhausted as she was, it seemed to her that she chopped
endlessly to cut away one little length. The ax blade was dull, the
handle awkward in her hand, she could scarcely stand on her broken
snowshoes, and worse, the ice crust broke beneath her blows, burying the
sapling in the snow. She noticed that every time she bent to strike a
blow, the circle would plunge a step nearer her, withdrawing as she
straightened again.
Books of woodcraft often describe with what ease a fire may be built and
maintained in wet snow. It works fairly well in theory, but it is a
heart-breaking task in practice. Under such difficulties as she worked,
it became one of those dreadful undertakings that partake of a nightmare
quality,--the walking of a treadmill or the sweeping of waves from the
shore.
When she secured the first length, her fire was almost extinguished. It
threw a fault cloud of smoke into the air, but the flame was almost
gone. The darkness dropped about her, and the wolves came stealing over
the snow. She worked furiously, with the strength of desperation, and
little by little she won back a tiny flame.
Her nervous vitality was flowing from her in a frightful stream. Too
long she had toiled without food in the constant presence of danger, and
she was very near indeed to utter exhaustion. But at the same time she
knew she must not faint. That was one thing she could not do,--to fall
unconscious before the last of her three cartridges was expended in the
right way.
Again she went forth to the sapling, and this time it seemed to her that
if she simply tossed the ax through the air, she could fell one of the
gray crowd. But when she stooped to pick it up--She didn't finish the
thought. She turned to coax the fire. And then she leaned sobbing over
the sled.
"What's the use?" she cried. "He won't come back. What's the use of
fighting any more?"
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