The Vulture Maiden [Die Geier-Wally.]Hillern, Wilhelmine von
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The Vulture Maiden [Die Geier-Wally.]
Hillern, Wilhelmine von
Tyrol (Austria) -- Fiction
When the bandages were all fixed and the doctor had given his further
orders, the priest went out with him, and Wally remained alone with
Joseph. She sat down on the stool by the bed and rested her arms on her
knees. He breathed softly and regularly now, his hand lay close to her
on the counterpane--she could have kissed it without moving from her
place. But she did not do it, she felt as if now she dared not touch
even one of his fingers. If he had lain there dying or dead, then she
would have covered him with kisses, as heretofore, when she believed
him lost; the dead would have belonged to her--on the living she had no
claim! He had died to her in the moment when the doctor had said he
would live, and she buried him with anguish as for the dead in her
heart, while the message of his resurrection came to her as the message
of redemption. So she sat long, motionless by the side of the bed with
her eyes fixed on Joseph's beautiful, pale face--suffering to the
utmost what a human soul can suffer--but suffering patiently. She
neither sighed nor lamented now, nor clenched her fist as formerly, in
anger at her own pain; she had in this hour learnt the hardest of all
lessons--she had learnt to endure. What sort of right had she, the
guilty one, to complain--what better did she deserve? How could she
dare still to wish for him, she who had almost been his murderess? How
could she dare even to raise her eyes to him? No, she would bewail
herself no more. "Thou dear God, let me expiate it as Thou will--no
punishment is too great for such as I am--" So she prayed, and bowed
her head humbly on her clasped hands.
All at once the door was flung open, and with a cry of "Joseph, my own
Joseph!" a girl rushed in, past Wally, and threw herself weeping upon
Joseph; it was Afra. Wally had started up as if a snake had touched
her: for an instant the battle raged within, the last and hardest
fight. She grasped herself, as it were, with her own arms, as though to
keep herself back from falling upon the girl and tearing her away from
the bed--from Joseph. So she stood for a time, while Afra sobbed
violently on Joseph's breast; then her arms fell by her side as if
paralyzed, and beads of cold sweat stood on her brow. What would she
have? Afra was in her rights.
"Afra," she said in a low voice, "if thou truly loves Joseph, be still
and cease these cries--the doctor says he must have perfect quiet."
"Who can be still that has a heart, and sees the lad lie there like
that?" lamented Afra, "it's easy for thee to talk, thou doesn't love
him as I do. Joseph is all I have--if Joseph dies I am all alone in the
world! Oh Joseph, dear Joseph--wake up, look at me--only once--only one
word!" and she shook him in her arms.
A low groan escaped from Joseph's lips and he murmured a few
unintelligible words.
Then Wally stepped forward and took Afra gently but firmly by the arm;
not a muscle of her pale face moved.
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