The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
This was an apostrophe to come home quick to the bosom of Ellis: she
burst into tears; and would instantly have held out to him her hand, as
an offering of peace and forgiveness, had not her fear of the
impetuosity of his feelings checked the impulse. She only, therefore,
said, 'Ah, my lord, how is it that with a sister so pure, so perfect,
and whose virtues you so warmly appreciate, you should find it so
difficult to believe that other females may be exempt, at least, from
depravity? Alas! I had presumed, my lord, to think of you as indeed the
brother of Lady Aurora; and, as such, I had even dared to consider you
as a succour to me in distress, and a protector in danger!'
'Ah! consider me so again!' cried he, with sudden rapture;
'good--excellent Miss Ellis! consider me so again, and you shall not
repent your generous pardon!'
Ellis irresistibly wept, but, by a motion of her hand, forbad his
approach.
'Fear, fear me not!' cried he, 'I am a reclaimed man for the rest of my
life! I have hitherto, Miss Ellis, been but a boy, and therefore so
easily led wrong. But I will think and act, now, for myself. I promise
it you sincerely! Never, never more will I be the wretched tool of
dishonourable impertinence! Not that I am so unmanly, as to seek any
extenuation to my guilt, from its being excited by others;--no; it
rather adds to its heinousness, that my own passions, violent as they
sometimes are, did not give it birth. But your so visible purity, Miss
Ellis, had kept them from any disrespect, believe me! And, struck as I
have been with your attractions, and charmed with your conversation, it
has always been without a single idea that I could not tell to Aurora
herself; for as I thought of you always as of Aurora's favourite,
Aurora's companion, Aurora's friend, I thought of you always together.'
'Oh Lord Melbury!' interrupted Ellis, fresh tears, but of pleasure, not
sorrow, gushing into her eyes; 'what words are these! how penetrating to
my very soul! Ah, my lord, let this unhappy morning be blotted from both
our memories! and let me go back to the morning of yesterday! to a
partiality that made,--and that makes me so happy! to a goodness, a
kindness, that revive me with heart-consoling gratitude!'
'Oh, incomparable--Oh, best Miss Ellis!' cried Lord Melbury, in a
transport of joy, and passionately advancing; but retreating nearly at
the same instant, as if fearful of alarming her; and almost fastening
himself against the opposite wainscoat; 'how excessive is your
goodness!'
A sigh from Ellis checked his rapture; and she entreated him to explain
what he meant by his allusion to 'others.'
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