The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
History
The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
She was succeeded by Selina, who exultingly came to acquaint Ellis, that
Mr Ireton had just made a formal renunciation of all ill opinion of her;
and had told Mrs Maple, that he had indubitable proofs that she was a
person of the very strictest character. 'So now,' cried she, 'Lady
Aurora and I may vow our friendship to you for life.'
This was a very solid satisfaction to Ellis, to whom the calumny of
Ireton had been almost insupportable. She now hoped that Mrs Maple would
favour her new scheme, and that she might remain tranquilly in the house
till it took place; and equip herself, from the donation of Lady Aurora,
for her immediate appearance in the situation which she sought. She
resolved to seize the first opportunity for returning Harleigh his bank
notes, and the Miss Joddrels their half-guineas. She wished, also, to
repay the guinea of the worthy Admiral, and to repeat to him her
grateful acknowledgements: his name and address she concluded that she
might learn from Harleigh; but she deferred this satisfaction till more
secure of success.
The next day, Selina ran upstairs to her again. 'Who do you think,' she
cried, 'came into the parlour in the middle of breakfast? Mr Dennis
Harleigh! He arrived at Brighthelmstone last night. Sister Elinor turned
quite white, and never spoke to him; she only just made a sort of bow to
his asking how she did, and then swallowed her tea burning hot, and left
the room. He can stay only one day, for he must be in London to-morrow
night. He is come for his final answer; for he's quite out of patience.'
Selina had hardly descended the stairs, when Elinor herself mounted
them. She entered the chamber precipitately, her face colourless, and
her eyes starting from her head. 'Ellis!' she cried, 'I must speak with
you!'
She seated herself, made Ellis sit exactly opposite to her, and went on:
'There are two things which I want to say to you; or, rather, to demand
of you. Have you fortitude enough to tell truth, even though it should
wound your self-love? and honour enough to be trusted with a commission
a thousand times more important than life or death? and to execute it
faithfully,--though at the risk of seeing the greatest idiot that ever
existed, shew sufficient symptoms of sense to run mad?'
Alarmed by her ghastly look, and frightened at the abruptness of
questions utterly incomprehensible, Ellis gently entreated to be spared
any request with which she could not comply.
'I do not mean,' cried Elinor, with quickness, 'to make any call upon
your confidence, or to put any fetters upon your conduct. You will be as
free after you have spoken as before. I want merely to ascertain a fact,
of which my ignorance distracts me! If you have to give me a negative,
your vanity alone can suffer; if an affirmative--' She put her hand upon
her forehead, and then rapidly added,--'the suffering will not be
yours!--give it, therefore, boldly! 'Twill be heaven to me to end this
suspense, be it how it may!'
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