The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
History
The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Elinor returned almost instantly. 'Hasten, hasten,' she cried, 'Ellis!
There is no time to be lost. Scene the first is all prepared. Albert
Harleigh, at this very moment, is poring over the county map in the
hall. Run and tell him that you have something of deep importance to
communicate to him to-morrow.'
'But may he not--if he means to go--desire to hear it immediately?'
Elinor, without answering, forced her away. Harleigh, whose back was to
the stair-entrance, seemed intently examining some route. The distress
of Ellis was extreme how to call for his notice, and how to execute her
commission when it should be obtained. Slowly and unwillingly
approaching a little nearer, 'I am afraid,' she hesitatingly said, 'that
I must appear extremely importunate, but--'
The astonishment with which he turned round, at the sound of her voice,
could only be equalled by the pleasure with which he met her eyes; and
only surpassed, by the sudden burst of clashing ideas with which he saw
her own instantly drop; while her voice, also, died away; her cheeks
became the colour of crimson; and she was evidently and wholly at a loss
what to say.
'Importunate?' he gently repeated, 'impossible!' yet he waited her own
explanation.
Her confusion now became deeper; any sort of interrogation would have
encouraged and aided her; but his quiet, though attentive forbearance
seemed the result of some suspension of opinion. Ashamed and grieved,
she involuntarily looked away, as she indistinctly pronounced, 'I must
appear ... very strange ... but I am constrained.... Circumstances of
which I am not the mistress, force me to ... desire--to request--that
to-morrow morning--or any part of to-morrow ... it might be possible
that I could ... or rather that you should be able to ... to hear
something that ... that....'
The total silence with which he listened, shewed so palpably his
expectation of some competent reason for so singular an address, that
her inability to clear herself, and her chagrin in the idea of
forfeiting any part of an esteem which had proved so often her
protection, grew almost insupportably painful, and she left her phrase
unfinished; yet considered her commission to be fulfilled, and was
moving away.
'To-morrow,' he said, 'I meant to have accompanied my brother, whose
affairs--whatever may be his fate--oblige him to return to town: but
if ... if to-morrow--'
He had now, to impede her retreat, stept softly between her and the
staircase, and perceived, in her blushes, the force which she had put
upon her modesty; and read, in the expression of her glistening eyes,
that an innate sense of delicacy was still more wounded, by the demand
which she had made, even than her habits of life. With respect,
therefore, redoubled, and an interest beyond all calculation increased,
he went on; 'If to-morrow ... or next day--or any part of the week, you
have any commands for me, nothing shall hurry me hence till they are
obeyed.'
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