The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'To-morrow morning, therefore,' she continued, 'will decide my fate.
What, hitherto, Albert has thought of me, he is probably as ignorant as
I am myself; for while he has considered me as the property of my
brother, his pride is so scrupulous, and his scruples are so squeamish,
that he would deem it a crime of the first magnitude, to whisper, even
in his own ear, How should I like her for myself? He is suspicious of
some sophistry in whatever is not established by antiquated rules; and,
with all his wisdom, and all his superiority, he is constantly anxious
not to offend that conceited old prejudice, that thinks it taking a
liberty with human nature, to suppose that any man can be so indecent as
to grow up wiser, and more knowing, than his grandpapa was before him.
'Trifling, however, apart, all my real alarm is to fathom what his
feelings are for you! Are they but of compassion, playing upon a
disengaged mind? If nothing further, the awakening a more potent
sentiment will plant them in their proper line of subordination. This
is what remains to be tried. He has not made you any declaration; he is
free, therefore, from any entanglement: his brother is discharged, and
for ever out of the question; he knows me, therefore, also, to be
liberated from all engagement. When I said that you had given me life, I
did not mean, that merely to hear that nothing had yet passed, was
enough to secure my happiness:--Ah no!--but simply that it inspired me
with a hope that gives me courage to resolve upon seeking certitude. And
now, hear me!
'The second act of the comedy, tragedy, or farce, of my existence, is to
be represented to-morrow. The first scene will be a conference between
Ellis and Albert, in which Ellis will relate the history of Elinor.'
Suddenly, then, looking at her, with an air the most authoritative,
'Ellis!' she added, 'there is one article to which you must answer this
moment! Would you, should the choice be in your power, sacrifice Lord
Melbury to Harleigh? No hesitation!'
'Miss Joddrel,' answered Ellis, solemnly, 'I have neither the hope, nor
the fear, that belongs to what might be called sacrifice relative to
either of them: I earnestly desire to preserve the esteem of Mr
Harleigh; and the urbanity--I can call it by no other name--of Lord
Melbury; but I am as free from the thought as from the presumption, of
expecting, or coveting, to engage any personal, or particular regard,
from either.'
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