The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'You have much to say?' cried he, delighted; 'ten minutes to-day may be
followed by twenty, thirty, as many as you please, to-morrow,--and after
to-morrow,--and whenever you command.'
'You are very good, Sir, but my commission admits as little of extension
as of procrastination. It must be as brief as it will be abrupt.'
'Your commission?' he repeated, in a tone of disappointment.
'Yes; I am charged by ... by ... by a lady whom I need not name--to say
that ... that your brother--'
She stopt, ashamed to proceed.
'I can have no doubt,' said he, gravely, 'that Miss Joddrel is
concerned, for the length of time she has wasted in trifling with his
feelings; but this is all the apology her conduct requires: the breach
of the engagement, when once she was convinced, that her attachment was
insufficient to make the union as desirable to herself as to him, was
certainly rather a kindness than an injury.'
'Yes,--but, her motives--her reasons--'
'I conceive them all! she wanted courage to be sooner decided; she
apprehended reproach--and she gathered force to make her change of
sentiments known, only when, otherwise, she must have concealed it for
ever.--Pardon this presumptuous anticipation!' added he, smiling; 'but
when you talk to me of only ten minutes, how can I suffer them to be
consumed in a commission?'
He spoke in a low tone, yet, Ellis, excessively alarmed, pointed
expressively to the chamber-door. In a tone, then, still softer, he
continued: 'I have been anxious to speak to you of Lord Melbury, and to
say something of the indignation with which I heard, from him, of the
atrocious behaviour of Ireton. Nothing less than the respect I feel for
you, could have deterred me from shewing him the resentment I feel for
myself. I should not, however, have been your only champion; Lord
Melbury was equally incensed; but we both acknowledged that our
interests and our feelings ought to be secondary to yours, and by yours
to be regulated. The matter, therefore, is at an end. Ireton is
convinced that he has done you wrong; and, as he never meant to be your
enemy, and has no study but his own amusement, we must pity his want of
taste, and hope that the disgrace necessarily hanging upon detected
false assertion, may be a lesson not lost upon him. Yet he deserves one
far more severe. He is a pitiful egotist, who seeks nothing but his own
diversion; indifferent whose peace, comfort, or reputation pays its
purchase.'
'I am infinitely obliged,' said Ellis, 'that you will suffer the whole
to drop; but I must not do the same by my commission!--You must let me,
now, enter more particularly upon my charge, and tell you--'
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