The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Shocked, in despite of her sunk expectations, that words such as these
could be heard by Harleigh in silence, she resumed again the haughty air
with which she had begun the conference.
'I ought not to detain you so long, for a defence so unimportant. What,
to you, can it matter, that my valueless preference should be
acknowledged from the spur of passion, or the dictates of reason?--And
yet, to the receiver, as well as to the offerer, a sacrifice brings
honour or disgrace, according to its motives. Listen, therefore, for
both our sakes, to mine: though they may lead you to a subject which you
have long since, in common with every man that breathes, wished
exploded, the Rights of woman: Rights, however, which all your sex, with
all its arbitrary assumption of superiority, can never disprove, for
they are the Rights of human nature; to which the two sexes equally and
unalienably belong. But I must leave to abler casuists, and the slow,
all-arranging ascendence of truth, to raise our oppressed half of the
human species, to the equality and dignity for which equal Nature, that
gives us Birth and Death alike, designs us. I must spend my remaining
moments in egotism; for all that I have time to attempt is my personal
vindication. Harleigh! from the first instant that I saw you--heard
you--knew you--'
She breathed hard, and spoke with difficulty; but forced herself on.
'From that first instant, Harleigh! I have lived but to cherish your
idea!'
Her features now regained their highest expression of vivacity; and,
rising, and looking at him with a sort of wild rapture, 'Oh Harleigh!'
she continued, 'have I attained, at last, this exquisite moment? What
does it not pay of excruciating suspense, of hateful, laborious
forebearance and unnatural self-denial? Harleigh! dearest Harleigh! you
are master of my soul! you are sovereign of my esteem, my admiration, my
every feeling of tenderness, and every idea of perfection!--Accept,
then, the warm homage of a glowing heart, that beats but for you; and
that, beating in vain, will beat no more!'
The crimson hue now mounted to her forehead, and reddened her neck: her
eyes became lustrous; and she was preparing, with an air of extacy, to
open the shagreen case, which she had held folded to her bosom, when
Harleigh, seizing her hand, dropt on one knee, and, hardly conscious of
what he did, or what he felt, from the terrible impression made by a
speech so full of love, despair, and menace, exclaimed, 'Elinor! you
crown me, then, with honours, but to kill me with torture?'
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