The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
History
The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Harleigh read this letter with a disturbance that, for a while, wholly
absorbed his mind in its contents. 'Misguided, most unfortunate, yet
admirable Elinor!' he cried, 'what a terrible perversion is here of
intellect! what a confusion of ideas! what an inextricable chaos of
false principles, exaggerated feelings, and imaginary advancement in new
doctrines of life!'
He paused, thoughtfully and sadly, till Ellis, though sorry to interrupt
his meditations, begged his directions what to say upon returning to the
house.
'What her present plan may be,' he answered, 'is by no means clear; but
so boundless is the licence which the followers of the new systems allow
themselves, that nothing is too dreadful to apprehend. Religion is, if
possible, still less respected than law, prescriptive rights, or any of
the hitherto acknowledged ties of society. There runs through her
letter, as there ran through her discourse this morning, a continual
intimation of her disbelief in a future state; of her defiance of all
revealed religion; of her high approbation of suicide.--The fatal deed
from which you rescued her, had no excuse to plead from sudden
desperation; she came prepared, decided, either to disprove her
suspicions, or to end her existence!--poor infatuated, yet highly gifted
Elinor!--what can be done to save her; to recall her to the use of her
reason, and the exercise of her duties?'
'Will you not, Sir, see her? Will you not converse with her upon these
points, in which her mind and understanding are so direfully warped?'
'Certainly I will; and I beg you to entreat for my admission. I must
seek to dissuade her from the wild and useless scheme of seclusion and
concealment. But as time now presses, permit me to speak, first, upon
subjects which press also,--press irresistibly, unconquerably!--Your
plan of becoming a governess--'
'I dare not stay, now, to discuss any thing personal; yet I cannot
refrain from seizing a moment that may not again offer, for making my
sincerest apologies upon a subject--and a declaration--I shall never
think of without confusion. I feel all its impertinence, its inutility,
its presumption; but you will make, I hope, allowance for the excess of
my alarm. I could devise no other expedient.'
'Tell me,' cried he, 'I beg, was it for her ... or for me that it was
uttered? Tell me the extent of its purpose!'
'You cannot, surely, Sir, imagine--cannot for a moment suppose, that I
was guided by such egregious vanity as to believe--' She stopt,
extremely embarrassed.
'Vanity,' said he, 'is out of the question, after what has just passed;
spare then, I beseech, your own candour, as well as my suspense, all
unnecessary pain.'
'I entreat, I conjure you, Sir,' cried Ellis, now greatly agitated,
'speak only of my commission!'
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