The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
History
The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Harleigh was the first to address the stranger by this name, previously
taking an opportunity, with an air of friendly regard, to advise that
she would adopt it, till she thought right to declare her own. She
thanked him gratefully for his counsel, confessing, that she had long
felt the absurdity of seeming nameless; and adding, 'but I had made no
preparation for what I so little expected, as the length of time in
which I have been kept in this almost unheard of situation! and the
hourly hope of seeing it end, made me decide to spare myself, at least
by silence, from deceit.'
The look of Harleigh shewed his approbation of her motive, while his
words strengthened her conviction, that it must now give way to the
necessity of some denomination. 'Be it Ellis, then,' said she, smiling,
'though evasion may, perhaps, be yet meaner than falsehood!
Nevertheless, I am rather more contented to make use of this name, which
accident has bestowed upon me, than positively to invent one for
myself.'
Ellis, therefore, which appellation, now, will be substituted for that
of the Incognita, seeing no possibility of escaping this exhibition,
comforted herself, that, however repugnant it might be to her
inclinations and her sense of propriety, it gave her, at least, some
chance, during the remainder of her stay at Lewes, of being treated with
less indignity.
CHAPTER XI
The hope of meeting with more consideration in the family, inspirited
Ellis with a wish, hitherto unfelt, of contributing to the purposed
entertainment. The part which she had been obliged to undertake, was too
prominent to be placed in the back ground; and the whole performance
must be flat, if not ridiculous, unless Lady Townly were a principal
person. She read over, therefore, repeated, and studied the character,
with an attention more alive to its meaning, style, and diversities; and
the desire which animated all that she attempted, of doing with her best
means whatever unavoidably must be done, determined her to let no effort
in her power be wanting, to enliven the representation.
The lateness of this resolution, made her application for its
accomplishment so completely fill up her time, that not a moment
remained for those fears of self-deficiency, with which diffidence and
timidity enervate the faculties, and often, in sensitive minds, rob them
of the powers of exertion.
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