The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
History
The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Turning round as he reached the hall, and observing, with pleased
surprise, her intention to speak to him, he stopt.
'You have been so good to me, Sir,' she said, 'so humane and so
considerate, by every possible occasion, that I think I may venture to
beg yet one more favour of you, before I leave Lewes.'
Her dejected tone extremely affected him, and he waited her explanation
with looks that were powerfully expressive of his interest in her
welfare.
'Some one, with great, but mistaken kindness,' she continued, 'has
imagined my necessities stronger than my ...' She stopt, as if at a loss
for a word, and then, with a smile, added, 'my pride, others, perhaps,
will say; but to me it appears only a sense of right. If, however, my
lengthened suspense forces me to require more assistance of this sort
than I already owe to the Miss Joddrels, and to the benevolent Admiral,
I shall have recourse to the most laborious personal exertions, rather
than spread any further the list of my pecuniary creditors.'
Harleigh did not, or seemed not to understand her, yet would not resist
taking the little packet, which she put into his hands, saying, 'I have
some fear that this comes from Mr Ireton; I shall hold myself
inexpressibly obliged to you, Sir, if you will have the goodness to
clear up that doubt for me; and, should it prove a fact, to return it to
him with my thanks, but the most positive assurance that its acceptance
is totally impossible.'
Harleigh looked disturbed, yet promised to obey.
'And if,' cried she, 'you should not find Mr Ireton to be my creditor,
you may possibly discover him in a person to whom I owe far other
services, and unmingled esteem. And should that be the case, say to him,
I beg, Sir, that even from him I must decline an obligation of this
sort, though my debts to him of every other, are nearly as innumerable
as their remembrance will be indelible.'
She then hastened away, leaving Harleigh impressed with such palpable
concern, that she could no longer doubt that the packet was already
deposited with its right owner.
He passed into the garden, and she was going back, when, at the entrance
of the breakfast-parlour, she perceived Elinor, who seemed sternly
occupied in observing them.
Ellis courtsied, and stood still. Elinor moved not, and was gloomily
silent.
Struck with her mien, her stillness, and her manner, Ellis, in a fearful
voice, enquired after her health; but received a look so indignant, yet
wild, that, affrighted and astonished, she retreated to her chamber.
As she turned round upon entering it, to shut herself in, immediately
before her stood Elinor.
She looked yet paler, and seemed in a sort of stupor. Ellis respectfully
held open the door, but she did not advance: the fury, however, of her
aspect was abated, and Ellis, in a voice condolingly soft, asked whether
she might hope that Miss Joddrel would, once more, condescend to sit
with her before her departure.
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