The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
History
The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
When, early in the evening, that the horses might rest, the carriage of
Mrs Maple arrived, the groom sent in a letter, which, he said, had just
been brought to Lewes, according to order, by a messenger from the
Brighthelmstone post-office. Ellis precipitately arose; but Mrs Maple
held out her hand to take it; though, upon perceiving the direction,
"For L.S., to be left at the post-office at Brighthelmstone till called
for," fearing that Mrs Howel, who sat next to her, should perceive it
also, she hastily said, 'It is not for me; let the man take it back
again;' and, turning the seal upwards, re-delivered it to the servant;
anxious to avoid exhibiting an address, which might lead to a discovery
that she now deemed personally ignominious.
Ellis, at this order, re-seated herself, not daring to make a public
claim, but resolving to follow the footman out, and to desire to look at
the direction of the letter. Elinor, however, stopping him, took it
herself, and, after a slight glance, threw it upon a table, saying,
'Leave it for who will to own it.'
Ellis, changing colour, again arose; and would have seized it for
examination, had not Ireton, who was nearer to the table, taken it up,
and read, aloud, "For L.S." Again Ellis dropt upon her chair, distressed
and perplexed, between eagerness to receive her letter, and shame and
fear at acknowledging so mysterious a direction.
Her dread of the consequence of disobeying Mrs Maple, had made her,
hitherto, defer relating her situation with regard to that lady; and she
had always flattered herself, that the longer it was postponed, the
greater would be her chance of inspiring such an interest as might cause
an indulgent hearing.
Harleigh now took the letter himself, and, calmly saying that he would
see it safely delivered, put it into his pocket.
Ellis, thus relieved from making an abrupt and unseasonable avowal, yet
sure that her letter was in honourable custody, with difficulty
refrained from thanking him. Lord Melbury and Mrs Howel thought there
was something odd and unintelligible in the business, but forbore any
enquiry; Lady Aurora, observing distress in her amiable Miss Ellis, felt
it herself; but revived with her revival; and the rest of the company,
though better informed, were compulsatorily silenced by the frowns of
Mrs Maple.
Harleigh then, asking for a pen and some ink to write a letter, left the
room. Ellis, tortured with impatience, and hoping to meet with him, soon
followed. She was not mistaken: he had seated himself to write in an
ante-room, which she must necessarily cross if she mounted to her
chamber.
He softly arose, put the letter into her hand, bowed, and returned to
his chair without speaking. She felt his delicacy as strongly as his
kindness, but, breathless with eagerness, observed the silence of which
he set the example, and, thanking him only by her looks, flew up stairs.
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