The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
History
The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Surprized by so sudden a pause, she seated herself on the first chair
that was vacant, while she looked around her, to see whom she could most
readily join. Mrs Howel and Mrs Maple had been, evidently, in the
closest discourse, but now both fixed their eyes upon the ground, as if
agreeing, at once, to say no more. Ireton was chatting, with lively
volubility, to Lord Melbury, who attended to him with an air that seemed
scared rather than curious; but neither of them now added another word.
Elinor stood sullenly alone, leaning against the chimney-piece, with her
eyes fastened upon the door, as if watching for its opening: but not all
the previous resolution of Ellis, could inspire courage sufficient to
address her, after viewing the increased sternness of her countenance.
Selina was prattling busily to Lady Aurora; and Lady Aurora, who sat
nearly behind her, and whom Ellis perceived the last, was listening in
silence, and bathed in tears.
Terror and affliction seized upon Ellis at this sight. Her first impulse
was to fly to Lady Aurora; but she felt discouraged, and even awed, by
the strangeness of the general taciturnity, occasioned by her
appearance. Her eyes next, anxiously, sought those of Lord Melbury, and
instantly met them; but with a look of gravity so unusual, that her own
were hastily withdrawn, and fixt, disappointed, upon the ground. Nor did
he, as hitherto had been his constant custom, when he saw her
disengaged, come to sit by her side. No one spoke; no one seemed to know
how to begin a general or common conversation; no one could find a word
to say.
What, cried she, to herself, can have happened? What can have been said
or done, in this short absence, to make my sight thus petrifying? Have
they told what they know of my circumstances? And has that been
sufficient to deprive me of all consideration? to require even
avoidance? And is Lord Melbury thus easily changed? And have I lost
you--even you! Lady Aurora?
This last thought drew from her so deep a sigh, that, in the general
silence which prevailed, it reached every ear. Lady Aurora started, and
looked up; and, at the view of her evident dejection, hastily arose, and
was crossing the room to join her; when Mrs Howel, rising too, came
between them, and taking herself the hand which Lady Aurora had extended
for that of Ellis, led Her Ladyship to a seat on a sofa, where, in the
lowest voice, she apparently addressed to her some remonstrance.
Ellis, who had risen to meet the evident approach of Lady Aurora, now
stood suspended, and with an air so embarrassed, so perturbed, that Lord
Melbury, touched by irresistible compassion, came forward, and would
have handed her to a chair near the fire; but her heart, after so sudden
an appearance of general estrangement, was too full for this mark of
instinctive, not intentional kindness, and courtsying the thanks which
she could not utter, she precipitately left the room.
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