The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 4 of 5)Burney, Fanny
History
The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 4 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
The mother, coarsely, demanded immediate payment; which being accorded,
she said that she had some spare bedding, which could be put upon the
floor, in the sleeping-room of Debby.
Juliet, accompanied them to their homely habitation, at the further
extremity of a narrow lane, in the busy and prosperous town of Romsey;
and though nothing could be more ordinary than the dwelling, or the
accommodations which she there found, neither splendour, nor wealth, nor
luxury, nor pleasure, could have devised for her, at that moment, a
sojourn more acceptable; since, to all but safety, distress and affright
made her insensible.
But, this first moment of solid satisfaction passed, her whole mind
became absorbed in fearful ruminations upon the various risks that she
was running, and in gloomy apprehensions of what might be their result.
Her taciturnity and dejection were as little imitated as they were
little happy: her companion, almost equally self-occupied, though by no
means equally incommoded by foresight, or burthened with discretion,
broke forth immediately into the history of her own affairs and
situation; bitterly inveighing against the ill nature of her mother,
which was always thwarting every thing that was agreeable; and boldly
declaring her fixed determination to go to the fair with Mr Thomas.
The humanity of Juliet here conquered her silence; but her
representations, whether of danger or of duty, were scouted with rude
merriment; and she found again as wilful a victim to pleasure as Flora
Pierson; though without the simplicity, the good humour, or the beauty
of that credulous maiden.
Nearly with the light, Juliet arose, resolved, with whatever fatigue, to
travel on foot, that she might not hazard being recognized, through the
advertisement, by any coachman or postilion; and, to be less liable to
detection from passing observers, she changed, over night, her bonnet,
which was of white chip, for one the most coarse and ordinary of straw,
with her young hostess; of whom, also, she bought a blue striped apron.
Shocking to all her feelings was this attempt to disguise, so imitative
of guilt, so full of semblance to conscious imposture. But there are
sometimes circumstances, great and critical, that call for all the
energy of our courage, and demand all the resources of our faculties,
for warding off impending and substantial evil, at whatever risk of
transitory misconstruction.
Her account being already settled, she wished to depart unobserved, that
she might less easily be traced. Her young hostess, sleeping late and
tired, slept soundly, and was not disturbed by her rising, dressing, or
opening the room-door; and she glided down stairs without being missed,
or noticed. The door of the house was fastened only by a bolt, and she
gained the street without noise or interruption.
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