The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 4 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 4 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Soon, however, rousing to a sense of her own situation, she determined
upon making a new attempt to escape. She listened beneath the trap-door,
to ascertain that all was quiet, and received the most unequivocal
assurances, that fatigue and watchfulness had ended in sound sleep.
Still, however, she could find no key; but, while fearfully examining
every corner, she remarked that the low door was merely latched.
Should she here seek some out-let? She recoiled from the sight of the
blood; yet it was a sight that redoubled her earnestness to fly.
Whatever had been deposited would certainly be concealed: she resolved,
therefore, to make the experiment, though her hand shook so violently,
that, more than once, it dropt from the latch ere she could open the
door.
Tremblingly she then crossed the threshold, and found herself in a
miserable outer-building, without casements, and encumbered with old
utensils and lumber. She observed a large cupboard which was locked, but
of which, from the darkness of the place, she could take no survey. To
the outward door there was no lock, but it was doubly bolted. She opened
it, though not without difficulty, and saw that it led to a small
disorderly garden, which was hedged round, half planted with potatoes,
and half wasted with rubbish. She examined whether there were any
opening by which she might enter the Forest; and discerned a small gate,
over which, though it was covered with briars, she believed that she
could scramble.
Nevertheless, she hesitated; she might be heard, or presently missed and
pursued; and the vengeance incurred by such a detection of her
suspicions and ill opinion, might provoke her immediate destruction. It
might be better, therefore, to return; to rise only when called; to pay
them another half-crown; and then publicly depart.
Accidentally, while thus deliberating, she touched the handle of a large
wicker-basket, and found that it was wet: she held out her hand to the
light, and saw that it was besmeared with blood.
She turned sick; she nearly fainted; she shrunk from her hand with
horrour; yet strove to recover her courage, by ejaculating a fervent
prayer.
To re-enter the house voluntarily, was now impossible; she shuddered at
the idea of again encountering her dreaded hosts, and resolved upon a
flight, at all risks, from so fearful a dwelling.
She made her way through the enclosure; crossed the briery gate, and,
rushing past whatever had the appearance of already trodden ground,
dived into a wood; where, trampling down thorns, brambles, and nettles,
now braving, now unconscious of their stings, she continued her rapid
course, till she came within view of a small cottage. There she stopt;
not for repose; her troubled mind kept her body still insensible to
weariness; but to ponder upon her dreadful suspicions.
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