The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'This was a bit of news,' he continued, 'which I did not take quite so
kindly as I ought, mayhap, to have done, it not appertaining to a son to
have the upper hand of his mother. But, having been, from the first,
somewhat of a spoilt child, whereby my poor mother made herself plenty
of trouble; I was always rather over choleric when I was contradicted.
Taking it, therefore, rather amiss her going out of old England, no
great matter of letter-writing passed between us from that time, to my
return to my native land.
'It was then I was told the worst tiding that ever I wish to hear! one
came, and t'other came, and all had some fuel to make the fire burn
fiercer, to give me an item that Lord Granville had over-persuaded my
sister to elope with him; and that she died of a broken heart; leaving a
child, that my mother, for my sister's reputation's sake, had gone to
bring up in foreign parts. My blood boiled so, then, in my veins, that
how it ever got cool enough not to burn me to a cinder is a main wonder.
But I vowed revenge, and that, I take it, sustained me; revenge being,
to my seeming, a noble passion, when it is not to spite those who have
done an ill turn to ourselves, but to punish those who have oppressed
the helpless. What aggravated me the more, was hearing that he was
married; and had two fine children, who were dawdled about every day in
his coach; while the child of my poor sister was shut up, immured, no
body knew where, in an outlandish country. I called him, therefore, to
account, and bid him meet me, at five o'clock in the morning, at a
coffee-house. We went into a private room. I used no great matter of
ceremony in coming to the point. You have betrayed, I cried, the
unprotected! You have seduced the forlorn! You have sold yourself to the
devil!--and as you have given him, of your own accord, your soul, I am
come to lend a hand to your giving him your body.'--
'Shocking!--Shocking!' interrupted Juliet. 'O my uncle!'--
'Why it was not over mannerly, I own; but I was too much aggrieved to
stand upon complimenting. I loved her, said I, with all my heart and
soul; but I bore patiently with her death, because I am a Christian; and
I know that life and death come from God; but I scorn to bear with her
dishonour, for that comes from a man. For the sake of your wife and
children, as they are not in fault, I would conceal your unmanly
baseness; but for the sake of my much injured sister, who was dearer to
me than all your kin and kind, I intend, by the grace, and with the
help of the Most High, to take a proper vengeance for her wrongs, by
blowing out your brains; unless, by the law of chance, you should blow
out mine; which, however, I should hold myself the most pitiful of
cowards to expect in so just a cause.
'I then presented him my pistols, and gave him his choice which he would
have.'
'Oh my poor father!' cried Juliet. 'Go on, my uncle, go on!'
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