The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Nevertheless, all these virtuous arguments against her own freedom, were
insufficient to convince her that her marriage was valid. The violent
constraint, the forced rites, the interrupted ceremony, the omission of
every religious form;--no priest, no church to sanctify even
appearances;--No! she cried, no! I am not his wife! even were it my
wish, even were he all I prize upon earth, still I should fly him till
we were joined by holier bands! Nevertheless, for the Bishop I meant the
sacrifice, and, since so, only, he can be preserved;--for the Bishop I
must myself invite its more solemn ratification!
Satisfied that this line of conduct, while dictated by tender gratitude,
was confirmed by severer justice; she would not trust herself again with
the sight of Lady Aurora, till measures were irreversibly taken for her
departure; and, upon the return of the Admiral from his walk, she
communicated to him, though without any explanation, her urgent desire
to make the voyage with all possible expedition.
The Admiral, persuaded that her haste was to soften the harsh treatment
of a husband who had inveigled her into marriage by flattery and
falsehood, forbore either questions or comments; though he looked at her
with commiseration; often shaking his head, with an expression that
implied: What pity to have thrown yourself thus away! His high notions,
nevertheless, of conjugal prerogative, made him approve and second her
design; and, saying that he saw nothing gained by delay, but breeding
more bad blood, he told her that he would conduct her to ---- himself,
the next morning; and stay with her till he could procure her a proper
passage; engaging to present her wherewithal to ascertain for her a good
and hearty reception; with an assurance to her husband, that she should,
at any time, have the same sum, only for fetching it in person.
This promising opening to occasional re-unions, gave her, now, more
fortitude for announcing to her gentle sister the fixed approaching
separation. But, though these were softening circumstances to their
parting, Lady Aurora heard the decision with despair; and though the
discovery of an uncle, a protector, in so excellent a man as the
Admiral, offered a prospect of solid comfort; still she could dwell only
upon the forced ties, the unnatural connexion, and the brutal character
to which her unhappy sister must be the victim.
Each seeking, nevertheless, to console the other, though each, herself,
was inconsolable, they passed together the rest of the melancholy, yet
precious day; uninterrupted by the Admiral; who was engaged to dine out
in the neighbourhood; or even by Mrs Howel; who acquiesced, perforce, to
the pleadings of Lady Aurora; in suffering her ladyship to remain in her
own room with Juliet.
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