The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'Yes; but in that sleep, Harleigh, that mere mechanical repose of the
animal, we still breathe; we are capable, therefore, of being restored
to all our sensibilities, by a single touch, by a single start; 'tis but
a separation that parts us from ourselves, as absence parts us from our
friends. We yet live,--we yet, therefore, may meet again.'
'And why, when we live no longer, may we not also, Elinor, meet again?'
'Why?--Do you ask why?--Look round the old church-yards! See you not
there the dispersion of our poor mouldered beings? Is not every bone the
prey,--or the disgust,--of every animal? How, when scattered, commixed,
broken, battered, how shall they ever again be collected, united,
arranged, covered and coloured so as to appear regenerated?'
'But what, Elinor, is the fragility, or the dispersion of the body, to
the solidity and the durability of the soul? Why are we to decide, that
to see ourselves again, and again to view each other, such as we seem
here, substance, or what we understand by it, is essential to our
re-union hereafter? Do we not meet, act, talk, move, think with one
another in our dreams? What is it which, then, embodies our ideas? which
gives to our sight, in perfect form and likeness, those with whom we
converse? which makes us conceive that we move, act, speak, and look,
ourselves, with the same gesture, mien, and voice as when awake?'
'Dreams? pho!--they are but the nocturnal vagaries of the imagination.'
'And what, Elinor, is imagination? You will not call it a part of your
body?'
'No; but the blood which still circulates in our veins, Harleigh, gives
imagination its power.'
'But does the blood circulate in the veins of our parents, of our
friends? of our acquaintances? and of strangers whom we equally meet?
yet we see them all; we converse with them all; we utter opinions; we
listen to their answers. And how ably we sometimes argue! how
characteristically those with whom we dispute reply! yet we do not
imagine we guide them. We wait their opinions and decisions, in the same
uncertainty and suspense, that we await them in our waking intercourse.
We have the same fears of ill fortune; the same horrour of ill usage;
the same ardour for success; the same feelings of sorrow, of joy, of
hope, or of remorse, that animate or that torture us, in our daily
occurrences. What new countries we visit! what strange sights we see!
what delight, what anguish, what alarms, what pleasures, and what pains
we experience! Yet in all this variety of incident, conversation,
motion, feeling,--we seem, to those who look at us, but unintelligent
and senseless, though still breathing clay.'
'Ay; but after all those scenes, we awake, Albert, we awake! But when do
we awake from death? Death, the same experience tells us, is sleep
eternal!'
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