The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'Give them, Elinor, fair play, and they will soon, in return, give you
tranquillity. Reflect only,--that that quality, that faculty, be its
nature, its durability, and its purpose what they may, which the world
at large agrees to call soul, has its universal comprehension from a
something that is felt; not that is proved! Yet who, and where is the
Atheist, the Deist, the Infidel of any description, gifted with the
means to demonstrate, that, in quitting the body with the parting
breath, it is necessarily extinct? that it may not, on the contrary,
still BE, when speech and motion are no more? when our flesh is mingled
with the dust, and our bones are dispersed by the winds? and BE, as
while we yet exist, no part of our body, no single of our senses; never,
while we seem to live, visible, yet never, when we seem to die,
perishable? May it not, when, with its last sigh, it leaves the body,
mingle with that vast expanse of air, which no instrument can completely
analyse, and which our imperfect sight views but as empty space? May it
not mount to upper regions, and enjoy purified bliss? May not all air be
peopled with our departed friends, hovering around us, as sensible as we
are unconscious? May not the uncumbered soul watch over those it loves?
find again those it had lost? be received in the Heaven of Heavens,
where it is destined,--not, Oh wretched idea!--to eternal sleep,
inertness, annihilating dust;--but to life, to joy, to sweetest
reminiscence, to tenderest re-unions, to grateful adoration to
intelligence never ending! Oh! Elinor! keep for ever in mind, that if no
mortal is gifted to prove that this is true,--neither is any one
empowered to prove that it is false!'
'Oh delicious idea!' cried Elinor, rising: 'Oh image of perfection! Oh
Albert! conquering Albert! I hope,--I hope;--my soul may be
immortal!--Pray for me, Albert! Pray that I may dare offer up prayers
for myself!--Send me your Christian divine to guide me on my way; and
may your own heaven bless you, peerless Albert! for ever!--Adieu! adieu!
adieu!'--
Fervently, then, clasping her hands, she sunk, with overpowering
feelings, upon her knees.
Juliet came forward to support her; and Harleigh, deeply gratified,
though full of commiseration, eagerly undertook the commission; and,
echoing back her blessing, without daring to utter a word to Juliet,
slowly quitted the spot.
CHAPTER LXXXVI
Elinor, for a considerable time, remained in the same posture,
ruminating, in silent abstraction; yet giving, from time to time,
emphatic, though involuntary utterance, to short and incoherent
sentences. 'A spirit immortal!--' 'Resurrection of the Dead!--' 'A life
to come!--' 'Oh Albert! is there, then, a region where I may hope to see
thee again!'
Suddenly, at length, seeming to recollect herself, 'Pardon,' she cried,
'Albert, my strangeness,--queerness,--oddity,--what will you call it? I
am not the less,--O no! O no! penetrated by your impressive
reasoning--Albert!--'
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