The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
She hastened, therefore, to the late lodging of Gabriella; where, upon a
more minute investigation, she found, that a message had been left, in
case a lady should call to enquire for Madame de ----, to say, that the
small vessel in which M. de ---- and herself were humanely to be
received as passengers, was ready to sail; and to promise to write upon
their landing; and to endeavour to fix upon some means of re-union. The
lady, the lodging-people said, had lost all hope of her friend's
arrival, but had left that message in case of accidents.
More eagerly than ever, Juliet now enquired for any kind of carriage;
but the town was full, and every vehicle was engaged till the next
morning.
The next morning opened with a new and cruel disappointment: the
chambermaid came with excuses, that no chaise could be had, till towards
evening, as the Honourable Mrs Howel had engaged all the horses, to
carry herself and her people to Chudleigh-park.
Dreadful to the impatience of Juliet was such a loss of time; yet she
shrunk from all appeal, upon her prior rights, with Mrs Howel.
Still, not to render impossible, before her departure, an interview,
after which her heart was sighing, with Lady Aurora, she addressed to
her a few lines.
'To the Right Honourable Lady Aurora Granville.
'Brought hither in search of the friend of my earlier youth, what
have been my perturbation, my hope, my fear, at the sound of the
voice of her whom, proudly and fondly, it is my first wish to be
permitted to love, and to claim as the friend of my future days!
Ah, Lady Aurora! my inmost soul is touched and
moved!--nevertheless, not to press upon the difficulties of your
delicacy, nor to take advantage of the softness of your
sensibility, I go hence without imploring your support or
countenance. I quit again this loved land, scarcely known, though
devoutly revered, to watch and wait,--far, far off!--for tidings of
my future lot: I go to join the generous guardian of my orphan
life,--till I know whether I may hope to be acknowledged by a
brother! I go to dwell with my noble adopted sister,--till I learn
whether I may be recalled, to be owned by one still nearer,--and
who alone can be still dearer!'
She gave this paper sealed, for delivery, to the chambermaid; saying
that she was going to take a long walk; and desiring, should there be
any answer, that it might carefully be kept for her return.
This measure was to give Lady Aurora time to reflect, whether or not she
should demand an explanation of the note; rather than to surprize the
first eager impulse of her kindness.
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