The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Extremely disturbed, she could suggest no reason why Mrs Howel should
remain, when Lady Aurora was gone; nor divine whether her letter were
voluntarily unanswered; or whether it had even been delivered; nor what
might still instigate the unrestrained arrogance of Mrs Howel.
In a few minutes, the chambermaid returned, to acquaint her, that, if
she did not come immediately, Mrs Howel would send for her in another
manner.
Too indignant, now, for fear, Juliet, said that she had no answer to
give to such a message; and charged the maid not to bring her any other.
Another, nevertheless, and ere she had a moment to breathe, followed;
which was still more peremptory, and to which the chambermaid sneeringly
added,
'You wonna let me look into youore work-bag, wull y?'
'Why should you look into my work-bag?'
'Nay, it ben't I as do want it; it be Maddam Howel.'
'And for what purpose?'
'Nay, I can't zay; but a do zay a ha' lost a bank-note.'
'And what have I, or my work-bag, to do with that?'
'Nay I don't know; but it ben't I ha' ta'en it. And it ben't I--'
She stopt, grinning significantly; but, finding that Juliet deigned not
to ask an explanation, went on: 'It ben't I as husselled zomat into my
work-bag, in zuch a peck o' troubles, vor to hide it; it ben't I, vor
there be no mortal mon, nor womon neither, I be afeared of; vor I do
teake no mon's goods but my own.'
Juliet now was thunderstruck. If a bank-note were missing, appearances,
from her silently entering and quitting the room, were certainly against
her; and though it could not be difficult to clear away such a
suspicion, it was shocking, past endurance, to have such a suspicion to
clear.
While she hesitated what to reply, the maid, not doubting but that her
embarrassment was guilt, triumphantly continued her own defence; saying,
whoever might be suspected, it could not be she, for she did not go into
other people's rooms, not she! to peer about, and see what was to be
seen; nor say she was going to call upon grand gentlefolks, when she was
not going to do any such thing; not she! nor tear paper upon other
people's tables, to roll things up, and poke them into her work-bag; not
she! she had nothing to hide, for there was nothing she took, so there
was nothing she had to be ashamed of, not she!
She then mutteringly walked off; but almost instantly returned, desiring
to know, in the name of Mrs Howel, whether Miss Ellis preferred that the
business of her examination should be terminated, before proper
witnesses, in her own room.
Juliet, thus assailed, urged by judgment, and a sense of propriety,
struggled against personal feelings and fears; and resolved to rescue
not only herself, but her family, from the disgrace of a public
interrogatory. She walked, therefore, straight forward to the apartment
of Mrs Howel; determined to own, without delay, her birth and situation,
rather than submit to any indignity.
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