The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
The spirit of Juliet now instantly sunk: she felt herself again betrayed
into the power of her persecutor; again seized; and trembled so
exceedingly, that she with difficulty kept upon her feet.
Mrs Howel exultingly perceived her advantage. 'What,' she haughtily
demanded, 'has brought you hither? And why are you here? If, indeed, you
approach the sea-side with a view to embark, and return whence you
came, I am far from offering any impediment to so befitting a measure.
My Lord Denmeath, I have reason to believe, would even assist it. Speak,
young woman! have you sense enough of the unbecoming situation in which
you now stand, to take so proper a course for getting to your home?'
'My home!' repeated Juliet, casting up her eyes, which, bedewed with
tears at the word, she then covered with her handkerchief.
'If to go thither be your intention,' said Mrs Howel, 'the matter may be
accommodated; speak, then.'
'The little, Madam, that I mean to say,' cried Juliet, 'I must beg leave
to address to you when you are alone.' For the waiting-woman still
remained at the side of the toilette-table.
'At length, then,' said Mrs Howel, much gratified, though always
scornful; 'you mean to confess?' And she told her woman to hasten the
packing up, and then to step into the next room.
'Think, however;' she continued; 'deliberate, in this interval, upon
what you are going to do. I have already heard the tale which I have
seen, by your letter, you hint at propagating; heard it from my Lord
Denmeath himself. But so idle a fabrication, without a single proof, or
document, in its support, will only be considered as despicable. If
that, therefore, is the subject upon which you purpose to entertain me
in this _tête à tête_, be advised to change it, untried. Such stale
tricks are only to be played upon the inexperienced. You may well blush,
young woman! I am willing to hope it is with shame.'
'You force me, Madam, to speak!' indignantly cried Juliet; 'though you
will not, thus publicly, force me to an explanation. For your own sake,
Madam, for decency's, if not for humanity's sake, press me no further,
till we are alone! or the blush with which you upbraid me, now, may
hereafter be yours! And not a blush like mine, from the indignation of
innocence injured--yet unsullied; but the blush of confusion and shame;
latent, yet irrepressible!'
Rage, now, is a word inadequate to express the violent feelings of Mrs
Howel, which, nevertheless, she still strove to curb under an appearance
of disdain. 'You would spare me, then,' she cried, 'this humiliation?
And you suppose I can listen to such arrogance? Undeceive yourself,
young woman; and produce the contents of your work-bag at once, or
expect its immediate seizure for examination, by an officer of justice.'
'What, Madam, do you mean?' cried Juliet, endeavouring, but not very
successfully, to speak with unconcern.
'To allow you the choice of more, or fewer witnesses to your boasted
innocence!'
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