France -- History -- Louis XIV, 1643-1715 -- Fiction; Fronde -- Fiction
"Madame," said she, "there is a woman in the parlor who wishes to be
allowed to speak to you."
"Her name?"
"She refuses to tell it except to you."
"To what class in life does she seem to belong?99
"She seems a person of distinction."
"Still society, society!" murmured the abbess.
"What answer shall I give her?"
"That I await her coming."
"Where, madame?"
"Bring her hither; I will listen to her here in the garden, sitting
upon this bench. I need the air; I stifle when I am indoors."
The portress withdrew, to reappear a moment later, followed by a
woman whom it was easy to recognize as a woman of distinction by her
garments, which were handsome, although of sombre hue.
She was rather below the average height; her rapid gait lacked
something of nobility perhaps, but her presence exhaled an
indescribable charm. She carried under her arm a little ivory casket,
whose polished whiteness contrasted sharply with the black satin of her
jet-trimmed dress.
"Madame," said the portress, "this is Madame la Supérieure."
The abbess lowered her veil, and turned toward the stranger, and as she
saw that she kept her eyes turned upon the ground, and that she was
deadly pale and trembling with emotion, she bestowed a kindly glance
upon her, and said:--
"You expressed a wish to speak with me, and I am ready to listen to
you, my sister."
"Madame," replied the stranger, "I have been so happy that in my pride
I have thought that not even God himself could destroy my happiness.
To-day God has breathed upon it, and I feel that I must weep and repent
I have come to seek shelter here, so that my sobs may be stifled by the
thick walls of your convent, and that my tears, which trace a furrow
upon my cheeks, may not make me a laughing-stock to the world; so that
God, who might seek me amid scenes of merry-making, would find me
weeping in the sanctuary, and praying contritely at its altar."
"Your heart is deeply wounded, I can see, for I too know what it is
to suffer," replied the young superior; "and in its agony the heart
cannot clearly distinguish between what really is, and what it desires.
If solitude, mortification of the flesh, and to do penance are what
you need, my sister, come to us, and suffer with us; but if you seek
a place where you can give vent freely to your grief and your despair,
where no curious gaze will be fastened upon you, oh, madame! madame!
fly from this place, and take refuge in your own room, where the world
will see you much less than you will be seen here, and the hangings of
your oratory will absorb the sound of your sobs much more effectively
than the planks of our cells. And God, unless the enormity of your
crimes has compelled him to turn his eyes away from you, will see you
wherever you are."
The stranger raised her head, and gazed in profound amazement at the
young abbess who talked in such an extraordinary strain.
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