France -- History -- Louis XIV, 1643-1715 -- Fiction; Fronde -- Fiction
"Oh!" cried the stranger, in an agonized tone which made the superior
shudder, "you do not know me, madame, for if you did know me, you would
not speak so to me; besides, you cannot fairly judge my suffering, for
to do that you must have suffered what I suffer; meanwhile, receive me,
make me welcome, open the gates of God's house to me; and by my tears
and cries and agony you will know if I am truly unhappy."
"Yes," said the superior, "I realize from your accent and from your
words that you have lost the man you love, have you not?"
The stranger sobbed, and wrung her hands.
"Oh! yes, yes!" said she.
"Very well; since it is your desire, be one of our community; but first
let me tell you what awaits you here, if your sufferings are equal to
mine: two everlasting, pitiless walls, which, instead of turning our
thoughts toward heaven, whither they should rise, constantly confine
them to the earth, from which you will be separated; for while the
blood flows, and the pulses beat, and the heart loves, none of the
faculties are extinct; isolated as we are, and hidden from sight as we
believe ourselves to be, the dead call to us from the depths of the
tomb: 'Why do you leave the place where your dead are buried?'"
"Because all that I have loved in the world is here," replied the
stranger, in a choking voice, throwing herself at the feet of the
superior, who gazed at her in profound astonishment. "Now you have
my secret, my sister; now you can understand my grief, my mother. I
implore you on my knees--you see my tears--to accept the sacrifice I
make to God, or rather to grant the favor I ask at your hands. He is
buried in the church of Peyssac; let me weep upon his tomb, which is
here."
"What tomb? Of whom are you speaking? What do you mean?" cried the
superior, drawing back from the kneeling woman, at whom she gazed with
something very like terror.
"When I was happy," continued the penitent, in a voice so low that it
was drowned by the sighing of the wind among the branches, "when I was
happy--and I have been very happy--I was called Nanon de Lartigues. Do
you recognize me now, and do you know what it is that I implore?"
The superior sprang to her feet as if released by a spring, and stood
for a moment, motionless and pale, with uplifted eyes and clasped hands.
"Oh, madame!" she said at last in a voice which she struggled to
render calm, but which trembled with emotion, "oh, madame, is it true
that you, who come here to weep beside a tomb, have no knowledge who
I am? You do not know that I have purchased with my freedom, with
my happiness in this world, and with all the tears of my heart the
melancholy pleasure of which you now claim an equal portion. You are
Nanon de Lartigues; I, when I had a name, was the Vicomtesse de Cambes."
Nanon, with a sharp cry, walked up to the superior, and, raising the
hood which shaded the nun's dull eyes, recognized her rival.
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