France -- History -- Louis XIV, 1643-1715 -- Fiction; Fronde -- Fiction
Canolles was in one of his fits of misanthropy when he received this
letter. During the whole of the preceding day, and all that morning
he had not so much as seen Madame de Cambes, although, in the space
of twenty-four hours he had passed before her windows at least ten
times. Thereupon the customary reaction took place in the heart of the
lovelorn youth. He accused the viscountess of coquetry; he doubted her
love; he recurred instinctively to his memories of Nanon,--of Nanon,
always kind, devoted, ardent, and glorying in the love of which Claire
seemed to be ashamed; and he sighed, poor heart, between the satiated
passion which would not die and the hungry passion which had nothing to
feed upon. The viscountess's epistle turned the scale in her favor.
Canolles read it again and again: as Claire had foreseen, he kissed it
a score of times as he would have kissed her hand. Upon reflection,
Canolles could not conceal from himself that his love for Claire was
and had been the most serious affair of his life. With other women
that sentiment had always assumed a different aspect, and developed
in a different direction. Canolles had played his part as a squire of
dames, had posed as a lady-killer, and had almost arrogated to himself
the right to be inconstant. With Madame de Cambes, on the contrary, he
felt that he was himself under the yoke of a superior power, against
which he did not even try to struggle, because his present slavery was
far sweeter to him than his former dominion. And in those moments of
discouragement when he conceived doubts of the reality of Claire's
affection, in those moments when the sorrowing heart falls back upon
itself, and augments its sorrow with bitter thoughts, he confessed to
himself, without a blush for a weakness which a year earlier he would
have deemed unworthy a great heart, that to lose Madame de Cambes would
be an insupportable calamity.
But to love her, to be beloved by her, to possess her, heart and
soul and body; to possess her, without compromising his future
independence,--for the viscountess did not even demand that he should
sacrifice his opinions to join the faction of Madame la Princesse, and
asked for nothing but his love,--to be in the future the happiest and
wealthiest officer in the king's army (for, after all, why should not
wealth be considered? wealth does no harm); to remain in his Majesty's
service if his Majesty should fittingly reward his fidelity; to
leave it if, in accordance with the custom of kings, he proved to be
ungrateful,--was not all this, in very truth, greater good fortune, a
more superb destiny, if we may so say, than any to which he had ever
dared aspire in his wildest dreams?
But Nanon?
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