The Ward of King Canute: A Romance of the Danish ConquestLiljencrantz, Ottilie A. (Ottilia Adelina)
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The Ward of King Canute: A Romance of the Danish Conquest
Liljencrantz, Ottilie A. (Ottilia Adelina)
Canute I, King of England, 995?-1035 -- Fiction; Great Britain -- History -- Canute, 1017-1035 -- Fiction
“If it be true as you say,—” she was speaking with the passionate
bitterness of wounded youth,—“if it be true that in his place anyone
would have believed what he believed, then is this a very hateful world
and I want no further part in it.”
Over the fragrant leaves which she was touching as fondly as if they
had been children’s faces, Sister Wynfreda gently shook her head.
“Think not that it is altogether through the world’s evil-heartedness,
dear child. Think rather that it is because mankind is not always brave
and shrinks from disappointment, that it dares not believe in good
until good is proved.”
“I know that one dares not always believe in happiness,” the girl
conceded slowly, “for when my happiness was like a green swelling wave,
white fear sprang from the crest of it and it fell—Sister, did that
forebode my sorrow?”
Awhile, the nun’s eyes widened and paled as eyes that see a vision, but
at last she bowed her head to trace a cross upon her breast. “Not so;
it is God’s wisdom,” she said, “else would the world be so beautiful
that we would never hunger after heaven.”
Mechanically, Randalin’s hands followed hers through the holy sign;
then she clasped them before her to wring them in impatient pain. “That
is so long to go hungry, Sister! I shall be past my appetite.” Dropping
down beside the other, her slim young fingers began to imitate the
gnarled old ones as they weeded and straightened. “I wonder at it,
Sister Wynfreda, that you do not urge me to creep in with you. A year
ago, you wanted it when I wanted it not; but now when I am willing, you
hold me off.”
“Is it clear before your mind that you are willing, my daughter?” the
nun asked gently. As she drew herself to her feet with the aid of a
bush, the cramping of her feeble stiffened muscles contracted her face
in momentary pain, but her eyes were serene as the altar lamps. “It
lies upon you to remember, little sister, that those who would serve
God around the altar must not go thither only because the world has
mistreated them and they would cast it off to avenge the smart. She who
puts on the yoke of Christ must needs do so because it is the thing she
would desire of all, were all precious things spread out for her
choosing. Can you look into my eyes and say that it would be so with
you?”
Where she knelt before her, the girl suddenly threw her arms around the
woman and hid her face in the faded robes. The frail hand stroked the
dark hair affectionately. “Think not that I would upbraid you with it,
child as dear as my own heart. When the Power that took you from me led
you back again, and I read what God’s fingers had written on your face
that before was like a lineless parchment, I could not find it in my
mind to wish you otherwise. I felt only shame for the weakness of my
faith, and joy past all telling.”
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