He was at breakfast at nine, and for the twentieth time consulted his
Bradshaw, to see at what earliest hour Dr Grantly could arrive from
Barchester. As he examined the columns, he was nearly petrified
by the reflection that perhaps the archdeacon might come up by the
night-mail train! His heart sank within him at the horrid idea,
and for a moment he felt himself dragged back to Barchester without
accomplishing any portion of his object. Then he remembered that had
Dr Grantly done so, he would have been in the hotel, looking for him
long since.
"Waiter," said he, timidly.
The waiter approached, creaking in his shoes, but voiceless.
"Did any gentleman,--a clergyman, arrive here by the night-mail
train?"
"No, sir, not one," whispered the waiter, putting his mouth nearly
close to the warden's ear.
Mr Harding was reassured.
"Waiter," said he again, and the waiter again creaked up. "If anyone
calls for me, I am going to dine out, and shall return about eleven
o'clock."
The waiter nodded, but did not this time vouchsafe any reply; and Mr
Harding, taking up his hat, proceeded out to pass a long day in the
best way he could, somewhere out of sight of the archdeacon.
Bradshaw had told him twenty times that Dr Grantly could not be at
Paddington station till 2 P.M., and our poor friend might therefore
have trusted to the shelter of the hotel for some hours longer with
perfect safety; but he was nervous. There was no knowing what steps
the archdeacon might take for his apprehension: a message by electric
telegraph might desire the landlord of the hotel to set a watch upon
him; some letter might come which he might find himself unable to
disobey; at any rate, he could not feel himself secure in any place
at which the archdeacon could expect to find him; and at 10 A.M. he
started forth to spend twelve hours in London.
Mr Harding had friends in town had he chosen to seek them; but he felt
that he was in no humour for ordinary calls, and he did not now wish
to consult with anyone as to the great step which he had determined
to take. As he had said to his daughter, no one knows where the shoe
pinches but the wearer. There are some points on which no man can be
contented to follow the advice of another,--some subjects on which
a man can consult his own conscience only. Our warden had made up
his mind that it was good for him at any cost to get rid of this
grievance; his daughter was the only person whose concurrence appeared
necessary to him, and she did concur with him most heartily. Under
such circumstances he would not, if he could help it, consult anyone
further, till advice would be useless. Should the archdeacon catch
him, indeed, there would be much advice, and much consultation of a
kind not to be avoided; but he hoped better things; and as he felt
that he could not now converse on indifferent subjects, he resolved
to see no one till after his interview with the attorney-general.
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