He was dumbfoundered at first for joy of the touch of her hand and the
sweetness of her words; but presently he spake to her confused and
stammering, and praised her that she had thought to take her bow and
arrows; for, said he, that they might stand her in stead for defence or
for getting of food, or for an excuse for wending the woods. She nodded
yeasay unto him, and bade him again to bide three days for her, and if
she came not again in that time, to make a clean breast of it to Sir
Aymeris.
Yea, said the priest, and then . . . Why, what then? He can but shove
me out by the shoulders, and then I can seek to the little house of
canons that is at Gate Cross on the road to Greenford.
Ah, my friend! said Birdalone, how we women think of nothing at all but
ourselves! And wilt thou be thrust out of thine home for helping me
herein? Why did I not look to my palfrey myself? And the keys I might
have stolen from thee, always with thy good will. But now I see that I
have done thee a hurt.
Said Sir Leonard: Lady, a priest hath a home wheresoever is an house of
religion. There is no harm done, save Sir Aymeris bethink him of
hanging me over the battlements; as I doubt he will not with a priest.
Moreover, I pray thee believe, that wert thou gone from the castle,
house and home were none for me there. And he looked upon her
piteously, as if he were beseeching.
But she knew not what to say, and hung her head adown; and presently
they were come to the bower in the copse, which this time was a stable
for Birdalone’s palfrey instead of a chamber for herself. So Leonard
went in and fetched out the comely beast; and Birdalone stood with him
just in the cover of the copse waiting to put her foot in the stirrup;
but she might not but abide to look upon the priest, who stood there as
if he were striving with his words.
So she said: Now is need of haste to be gone. Yet one word, my friend:
Is there aught betwixt us wherein I have done thee wrong? If so it be,
I pray thee to say out what it is; for it may be (though I think it
not) thou shalt not see me again from henceforth.
He caught his breath, as if he had much ado to refrain the sobbing; but
he mastered it, and said: Lady and dear friend, if I see thee not
again, I heed not what shall befall me. Thou hast done me no wrong.
There is this only betwixt us, that I love thee, and thou lovest not
me.
She looked on him sweetly and pitifully, and said: I may not choose but
understand thy word, to wit, that thy love for me is the desire of a
man toward a woman; and that is unhappy; for I love thee indeed, but
not as a woman loveth a man. It is best to say thus much to thee
downright. But I feel in my heart that when I have said it, it is as
much as to say that I cannot help thee, and therefore am I sorry
indeed.
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