Said Birdalone: And now thou hatest me, dost thou not, and we are foes?
Atra answered not, nor spake for a while; then she said: Hard and
bitter is it, and I know not what to turn to. I have seen once and
again, on the wall of the Minorites’ church at Greenford, a fair
picture of the Blessed, and they walking in the meads of Paradise, clad
in like raiment, men and women; their heads flower-crowned, their feet
naked in the harmless blossomed grass; hand in hand they walk, with all
wrath passed for ever, all desire changed into loving-kindness, all the
anguish of forgiveness forgotten. And underneath the picture is it
writ:
Bitter winter, burning summer, never more shall waste and wear;
Blossom of the rose undying brings undying springtide there.
O for the hope of it, that I might hope it! O for the days to be and
the assuaging of sorrow: I speak the word, and the hope springeth; the
word is spoken, and there abideth desire barren of hope! And she bowed
down her head and wept bitterly; and Birdalone called to mind her
kindness of the past and wept for her, she also.
After a while Atra lifted up her head, and thus she spake: I hate thee
not, Birdalone; nor doth one say such things to a foe. Yea,
furthermore, I will crave somewhat of thee. If ever there come a time
when thou mayst do something for me, thou wilt know it belike without
my telling thee. In that day and in that hour I bid thee remember how
we stood together erst at the stair-foot of the Wailing Tower in the
Isle of Increase Unsought, and thou naked and fearful and quaking, and
what I did to thee that tide to comfort thee and help and save thee.
And then when thou hast called it to mind, do thou for me what thou
canst do. Wilt thou promise this? Yea, yea, said Birdalone; and with
all the better will, that oft and over again have I called it to mind.
Wherefore I behight thee to let me serve thee if I may whenso the
occasion cometh, even if it be to my own pain and grief; for this I
know thou meanest.
See thou to this then, said Atra coldly; and thou shalt be the better
for it in the long run belike: for thou art a happy woman.
She arose as she spake, and said: Hist! here come the lords from the
murder-council; and lo, now that he cometh, my heart groweth evil
toward thee again, and well-nigh biddeth me wish that thou wert naked
and helpless before me again. Lo my unhap! that he should mark my face
that it shows as if I were fain to do thee a mischief. And nought of
that would I do; for how should it avail me, and thou my fellow and the
faithful messenger of the Quest?
Now little of her last words did Birdalone meet, as into the hall came
Hugh and Arthur; and though she strove to sober her mind and think of
her she-friend and her unhappiness, yet she could not choose but to be
full of joy in her inmost heart now she knew without doubt that she was
so well-beloved of her beloved: and she deemed that Atra was in the
right indeed to call her a happy woman.
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