Now his hand sought round to his harp, and he took it in his arms and
fondled it as it were, and his fingers went among the strings, and anon
the voice of it came forth, and it was nought changed from the last
time it spake, and Birdalone hearkened breathlessly, till the melody
died again and Arthur looked about him and raised his face as a dog
when it fares to howl.
Then Birdalone gave a great cry, and leapt forth out of the thicket and
stood on the greensward with nought betwixt them two, and she stretched
out her arms to her beloved and cried out: O! no, no, no! do it not, I
beseech thee, lest I deem that thou art all changed, and that the man
and the dear heart beloved of thee has gone out of thee and left thee
but a beast in a man’s shape!
He leapt up as she spake, and thrust forward his head and looked fierce
at her, and cried out: What! art thou come again? This is the second
time I have seen thee, thou image of her that hath tormented me so
long; of her that left me in my most need and hid herself away from me.
Hah! a man, sayest thou? Did I not strive with it, and hold my manhood
so long as I might; and at last it might no longer be, and I became a
beast and a man-slayer? But what avails it to talk with thee, since
thou art but the image of her that hath wasted my life. Yet perchance
of the image I may make an end since I may not lay hand on the very
destroyer herself; and, woe’s me, how I loved her! yea, and do still;
but not thee, O false image!
And forthwith he drew the blade from his girdle and sprang forward at
Birdalone; and she cowered and cringed, but moved not else. But
therewithal the wood-wife came leaping through the bushes, and she
nocked an arrow on her bended bow, and threatened him therewith, and
cried out: Thou man-beast, I will slay thee if thou hurt my child and
my dear; so forbear! Nay, I tell thee more, unless thou make her as
glad at the sight of thee as I meant her to be, I will in the long run
slay thee; so look to it.
He laughed and said: What! there is another image of the love that
wasted me, is there! Nay, but by the Hallows, this new-comer is the
first one, and the one who chattered at me is the second. Or is it
this, that all women now have the semblance of the evil one that has
undone me, and there is nought else left?
And he stood staring at Birdalone and moved not a while; and she stood
with her hands before her face cringing before him. Then he raised his
arm and cast the weapon far into the bushes of the bank-side, and then
came forward and stood before Birdalone, and drew down her hands from
her face and stared in the eyes of her, holding her by the two arms;
and he said: Thou hast forgotten now, belike, how fair a life we two
might have lived if thou hadst not fled from me and spoiled me.
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